Fickle By Nature

2008-07-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

Your result for The Jung Type Death Note Test...

ISTJ

You scored 70% introversion, 14% intuition, 71% thinking, and 64% judging!

ABOUT THE TEST

This personality test is heavily based on the Kiersey Sorter. In essence, it measures your personality across four variables: Introversion-Extraversion, Intuition-Sensing, Thinking-Feeling and Judging-Percieving. There are both positive and negative attributes to each of the traits.

Introversion-Extraversion: Generally, people who score high on "introversion" are reserved, quiet people who keep to themselves whereas people who score low on "introversion" are outgoing, friendly people who are extraverts.

Intuition-Sensing:
People who score high on "intuition" are guided by gut instinct, they go on intuition as opposed to people who score low on this trait, who prefer to rely on established fact and their senses, rather than their own belief.

Thinking-Feeling: People with high scores on "thinking" rely more on their head to make decisions, whereas people who score low on "thinking" rely more on their heart to guide them. (Note: this has no bearing on a person's intelligence level; it merely refers to the way in which they make desicions.)

Judging-Percieving: People who score high "judging" are firm, decisisive people, whereas people who score low on this trait are flexible, accomodating people.

YOUR RESULTS

Stats: Approximately 12% of population.

DN characters with this type: Soichiro Yagami, Mogi, Teru Mikami.

In a nutshell: "Doing what should be done."

Desciption: Serious and quiet, interested in security and peaceful living. Extremely thorough, responsible, and dependable. Well-developed powers of concentration. Usually interested in supporting and promoting traditions and establishments. Well-organized and hard working, they work steadily towards identified goals. They can usually accomplish any task once they have set their mind to it.

The category write-ups displayed here are not entirely my own; some of this info has been taken from personalitypage.com and some from changingminds.org, both of which are excellent sources of information about personality types. The test questions came in part from Please Understand Me II, another excellent source of information about personality types. Finally, if you'd like an incredibly detailed essay on your personality type, try typelogic.com who have a serious level of detail for anyone wanting to know more about this subject.

The Deathnote pics were made by me using scans by TOWNL and from deathgod.org. Thanks to LateNiteSlacker and Uchiha_Shadow for helping me categorize the various characters.

Want see who else you might have been, or what types the other DN characters are? For your own personal information...

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Alanis Morissette - Not as We

2008-07-07T08:30:00.002+08:00

Reborn and shivering

Settled on new terrain
I'm sure uncasing
It's faint and shaking

Chorus:
Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
Till I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again

But this time I as I and not as we
Gunshy and shivering
Tear it without a hand
Fame brave but still intent
Little and hardly here

Chorus

Eyes met toward wide open freight
If God's taking bias
I pray you once to lose

TANYA WON !!!

2008-07-05T23:26:00.003+08:00

Yes....Tanya Chua won best female singer yet again in this years GMA2008. I'm so gonna download to watch the whole award show coz we can't get it here in Malaysia. Its great that she won it again....she really deserves it. I thought Fish Leong might win coz maybe they dont like repeated winners and that she's been bridesmaid all these while. I secretly hoped that Stefanie would win but Tanya deserves it way more....her new album rocks! If Fish won too, then it would be double malaysia pride coz Gary Chao won best male singer :) but then Tanya deserves it! cant wait for her new album....

CONGRATS TANYA! You have a voice of an angel and your hardwork all these years have not gone down the drain...Keep up the great work! I do hope to see you having an acoustic showcase in Malaysia :) It would be superb....bring Stefanie too....it would be a fun girl power GIG!

2V1G

2008-06-11T12:40:00.005+08:00

Acoustic music never fails to attract me. This new collaboration is definitely great. click play below to listen to them -- 2V1G (2 Voice 1 Guitar). I think it'd be even nicer to hear them sing live. If you like them, buy their album. This is so going into my wish list .... any sponsors?

My Favourite song here is Tempting Hearts 心动. I wonder how 不只是朋友 gonna sound in the album :)

《钱不够用2》－请关掉电话 Please off your mobile

2008-06-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for the movie to be out soon. Funny trailer.The movie name so "ngam" the Petrol price now.

Petrol is sooooo expensive!

2008-06-05T19:40:00.003+08:00

Petrol is officially more expensive than 1 litre of coke as Kenneth pointed out. I wonder when his invention of a Coke guzzling car gonna work.Didnt really get his concept alsola.... Perhaps before he can invent one we would have hybrid cars already....

Anyway, i finally saw the effects of the price hike suddenly today.Quite a fast one indeed....never expected this though.

1. We walk.

Usually he'd drive, but now, he says: "i'll park my car in front of the house, we walk la".

Perhaps in the long run, we'd save money on gym too....coz we now exercise more than ever will.

2. House phone finally starts ringing.(again)

Usually i'd get calls on my mobile, now...i get it on my house phone.Why you'd say....well coz now everyone is so broke from petrol that they'd stay at home. Of course no point calling the mobile lor...coz now call house phone also sure around one. Besides, can save phone bills to feed car.

3. Feed your car first, then stomach.

I went to Wai sek Kai for lunch..... never seen so many office people eating lunch there. Perhaps those that eat fast food now will eat normal hawker food d....coz your car will definitely drink more than you eat in 3 meals a day in ringgit.

4. Entertainment @ home

Why? coz its too freaking costly to drive to Poppy or anywhere else. Your car is drinking a comparable amount of booze u drink 4 clubbing nights a month, in A DAY. I'm just glad i have enough drama/movie/music to last me a long long time at home. Even pasar malam DVD sellers getting good business, coz now everyone is very homely.

So people my advice is, WALK more, EAT less,STAY home and OWN a bicycle. Hmn...perhaps i'll own a rotten car in my porch that wont be driven around just to get the RM600++ rebate :)

POST #100

2008-05-23T18:47:00.006+08:00

Yes! this is post number 100.(no need countla....blogger said so) perhaps its time to move on to another blog address like i always do....nola...just kidding. I shall see how long i can stick to this add before i move on to another blog....hahaa. Anyway, exams are finally over, still sorting out my boxes of things from semenyih. Freaking lotsa things...dunno how to fit things from 2 rooms to one. Lucky got the other empty room as storage now...if not i bet my parents will freak out. Internet is back on...so I'm so happy i survived without internet for.......2 days .....lol.

Been watching drama's while i unpack my stuff....that explains y its so freaking slow process lor....Gong Zhu Xiao Mei(ok...too lazy type in chinese) is nice la....i like Angela Chang la....Wu zhun ok only....i prefer Mike He.......ok maybe Joseph Chang is even better :) then after that watching the new singapore drama forgot the name d, that i'm like downloading as they upload from singapore...still stuck in episode 10.Story ok only lor....but the song very very nice.

I like the end song sung by MeiSim of project superstar, I liked her voice from then.....happy to hear she joined FMMusic.....she'll be well trained there.Still cant find the MP3 la...i dont like the male version of the song....sounds not so nice. Anyway i'll post it if i find it....its too nice to give it a miss.

In the mean time, if u dunno who MeiSim is, watch the MTV below la...this is another nice song i like.Direct translation of the song name is one person one half.(ok i'm lazy to type in chinese la) enjoy...if u search YanZi u might also find a version she duet with the Wu Jia Hui guy live but singing MeiSim's partla.....of course each got each nicela......dunno how MeiSim will sound if sing live leh...enjoy!

okla...no need search, Yanzi one down here :)

2008-05-20T01:47:00.003+08:00

The termination and transferring of my streamyx accounts are going to put me out of line (offline) for at least a week. So wont be around on MSN, email or even Facebook. Do SMS or call my handphone if its urgent. If not don't complain if i don't see your MSN or email message, OKAY? Till my Tmnut Streamyx works again, take care and hope i don't get Net-less withdrawal syndrome ....whatever that is.

Here goes...

2008-05-20T01:08:00.006+08:00

Questions

Currently - answering these questions in the dark coz I'm about to sleep.

Current time- 01.10 am

Playing - Looping & overplaying Tanya Chua's Songs.

Pending - reorganization of my stuff from uni to my room.

What's new? – Trying to squeeze things from 2 rooms into 1.

Real name – Wong Li Lian

Nickname - Lil.

Married - not yet. still waiting for god to drop someone from the sky.

Male/Female - Female

High school - SMK.TAMAN SEA

College - Informatics College (PJ & KL branch)

Are you a health freak? - Nope.

Do you have a crush on someone? – Nope. not at the moment.

Do you like yourself? - Yeah, definitely.

First

Surgery - Choy! None done.

Person you see in the morning - my reflection in the mirror.

Award – Sportswoman of the year 2 years straight in secondary school.

Sports you join in – Basketball. netball. Athletics.

Vacation - Genting, when i was 2. There weren't many places to visit back then.

Concert - Stefanie Sun The moment tour

Drink - Vodka Lime.

I'm about to – Sleep.

Your future - my magic 8 ball says: Can't predict now, ask again later.

Want kids - Yes.If i can afford. 1 first, will see how it goes before expecting more.

Want to get married – Yeah, someday when Mr right comes to sight.

Careers in mind – Any job that appreciates my work done and pays accordingly.

Which is better?

Lips or Eyes - Eyes.

Hugs or Kisses - Hugs.

Shorter or Taller - Taller, i don't like intimidating guys with my height.

Romantic or Spontaneous - Romantic.

Sensitive or Loud – Sensitive. I like actions more than words.

Troublemaker or Hesitant? - Neither.

Have you ever,

Kissed a stranger – No. of course not.

Drank bubbles - Bubble milk tea got la.

Carbonated drinks- Yes, Bacardi Limon with sprite is great!

Ran away from home - Tried, but never made it to the front gate.

Liked someone younger – Like yes, love no.

Broke someone's heart - Yes, but everything's fine now.

Been arrested - No. I'm a saint :)

Cried when someone died – Yes.

Do you believe in,

Yourself – Yes.Of course.

Angels - No. at least not half naked with wings on their back.

Is there someone you want to be with right now? – Yes, Mr Chow's son in dreamland.

I Tag

Pamela

Mei Keng

Lydia

June

Dominic

Blogging course? WTF!

2008-05-13T12:47:00.003+08:00

So, you like blogging and want to be PROFESSIONAL about it. You can now enrol into a BLOGGING course conducted by MARA.Probably you'd get a Cert with it. Weird ideas..... Gonna hire which blogger to teach? Tun ? or Kenny ? -.-''' better not be those *ahem* ~~ARM-NO~~ anti blogging people who used to condemn blogging.

MDG winner is a MDB!

2008-04-29T23:28:00.007+08:00

And so as all may know the winner of Malaysian Dream ~~Bitch~~ Girls is none other than....

CINDY('s DAD) !

I wonder how much HE paid for the Nissan Latio -.-'''

At least now his daughter is the biggest BITCH in Malaysia!
Buy 1 car FREE Bitch title!

*Oh...wait...perhaps the title is the only thing he didn't buy! She won it all by herself!*

Everyone would be glad if it came with this number plate. I bet it'll be the most damaged car in Malaysia if it was seen on the streets tomorrow. So many people gonna hate her for this!

This could be it.....

2008-04-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

well, this could very well be my very last exam of my studying life.....unless I get sent for training and exams when i start working. Anyhow, its a relief and also a pain in the ass at this point.It's a relief that everything will be over in approximately 3 weeks, but its a pain in the ass coz i've got stacks of notes to review before the exam and i'm still bold enough to be blogging here when my freaking first paper that is sooooo gonna be screwed is happening in less than 24 hours. At times i really dunno what i'm thinking....but then how often do i get the urge to blog....ok....always.....just that i'm so F*cking lazy to do it......now when i get the chance to escape from the stack of slides that i'm studying, I'll do anything...and i mean anything.

I can't wait for the exams to be over but i'm worried sick of how i'm gonna perform in my exams. i'd say preperation sucked big time....so this is the time i'll have to pray to god for a mirracle to happen. I do hope those eye bags i've been growing will be gone after the exams.....i cant bear to see my eyes this small and with black rings around it when i enjoy myself during summer break. I just saw how hideous the annual picture dinner of me was with my eyes so small......its the eye bag.....no ammount of eye cream can save it with the ammount of sleep i'm getting.Oh...and i'll *promise* to blog on the pictures i've taken these couple of weeks once my exams are over.

Wish me luck on everything i do these coming weeks...i'll need all the luck.Dont call too.....coz i'm freaking moody....I'll scold anyone....even my parents are not spared....they've stopped calling for a week now -.-''' but its a good thing.....at least i can study in peace. I dont think i'll be blogging till my exams are over....so till the 14th of may 2008 11.30am, ignore me......but do plan something for the holidays.....i'm so dying to eat, sleep and have fun. OK....back to studying now. I've procrastinated enough.

Exhausted mind.......confusing reality.

2008-04-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

been trying to shake off this depression streak that i've been having...but to no vail. I dont know whats wrong with me.... I dont even know why do i have so much things in my mind.... been trying to focus, but its not working. My dreams at night are also hell of a depressing...i dont know why. I'm confused, lost and tired of everything.....why do i feel this way? I wish for all these to go away asap.... i hate the feeling and i dont know what can be done to get rid of this feeling. I need help, but i'm helpless myself. I feel like crying...but crying doesn't help.....what can i do? I'm clueless. Tried numbing myself by doing things i loved to do but it doesn't seem to work. I hope i'm not going crazy.... I have exams in 6 days.....i shouldn't be worrying about this. Gosh....... I'm Stressed!

Life....

2008-04-16T15:09:00.004+08:00

Life had been so strange to me lately. I feel suffocated and lost at times but yet i still insist that i carry on. Sometimes i really dunno are all these really necessary in life. Its always a bunch of problems that needs to be solved....a new one crops out every day and its like a vicious never ending cycle of doom. Sleep have been few....appetite have been lost....time had been wasted and a bunch of things running in my mind....I'm really stressed out. I'm at the verge of burning out.....but still there are so many problems to solve.....sometimes even things that doesn't really effect me...but in the long run it will.....as things start to progress and head the other way....somethings cannot even solve itself with time......perhaps these are the works of Oscar award winners(not even nominees) who dig out un-necessary things from the past that are no where relevant or even with point to be debated.

I've seen good people turn bad. Good people being manipulated and also good people who have lost their mind. I don't see bullying but i see manipulation. At times power is a very very strange thing.....you don't need to inherit it for it to work...u just need to give your best shot at the power source and you'll be guaranteed your voice is heard even if there isn't relevant points to even talk about. The power of acting is sooo powerful that i only found out that you don't necessary need to act the whole long period to get noticed...you just have to fucking act lost and confused and the arrows are diverted. I'm not stupid....i know whats happening....i don't say anything doesn't mean i don't know. I know far too much....but at times, i rather sit on the fence to solve problems.....i can choose to create havoc but i wont coz i have my pride and my believes.....I'm not a someone who'll push people down for the benefit of myself.....i will never do that. At times....people who listens to one side of the story can be so blinded, i really don't know how to wake them up. I've seen the real thing but I've kept to myself.

When someone doesn't say it out doesn't mean there's nothing. We have better things in live to worry about than things that so irrelevant that i really feel its a waste of time to even bring it out. The worst thing is that it gets so full blown that I don't understand how an unrelated party can get so worked up? I lived my life with pride and i never worried about rumours as i believe if i didn't do it , no one can accuse me.I don't live paranoid....i have better things in life to do than to be paranoid. I rather have more sleep and time to do my work than worry about all these non existent stuff that are like so many million light years away in history. Everyone have their own thoughts and feelings but its not necessary to make it a big issue when no one even bothers. Its even more ridiculous when thief cries wolf....but that's another thing i see life to be. There are many many more ppl like this in the world.

Nothing can be done when they cant treat themselves truthfully....they can go on and live their Hollywood dreams....but in the long run....when u're bad no scandal can cost more effect than the things ppl see in life that knows how great a show you put on. And one more thing i forgot to say.....when u trust someone...trust them full heartedly. A friend for years is way more trustworthy than a friend of perhaps a few months.....if u choose to trust that....then too bad for you....coz you didn't wear your glasses for the past few months. Besides....when the power is lost....nothing can help u regain it. Power is just something small....trust is much much bigger.....when your trust is lost...nothing in this world will help u regain it back.I wont say i don't have issues....but its always up to people to judge me. I don't mind....as long as i am true to myself....nothing in this world can deface me.

Perhaps i have expected this to happen one day, but perhaps sometimes something so valuable can be thrown into the bin with a mere drop of tears. I never play the pity card....i don't want to be seen pitiful.....coz in the long run...the outsiders will feel pitiful for you. I feel sorry how things turned out......perhaps, there's a curse for every Oscar winner. You've got to continue acting........every hour , every minute of every day. I would be drained if i did that......but of course i have better things to do. I took my valuable time to blog this coz i felt like making a point......I do hope the people effected sees this......not that i want things to be worst...just that sometimes this is life....you cant just make everyone miserable coz u're miserable....i can say what i want to...but i rather watch how things are going to be than to jump into the war zone to get hit by bullets unnecessary....even though if its rubber pellets that wont hurt me but hurt the shooter. At times....you've got to swallow the bitter pill and hold your head high....that works better than to drip tears and win an Oscar....its just not worth it.

Somehow...i am still clueless how come someone who doesn't know what the anger is all about be so angry....I seriously wonder if the point is there to be angry. There are so many things i can be angry about....but i keep it to myself. I want to live in peace....not make problems. I check myself before i talk about others....perhaps if you have things you don't like about me....tell me in my face. I am very accepting coz i believe if i don't solve that...you wont know how others are thinking too. somehow all these years...people who are the most truthful to me are my best friends.....they never once gave me face.....they would tell me whats wrong with me.And i'll happily move on.....i don't confront ppl....i never do and i never bother wat rumours are spreading...i never really cared...coz as long as i hold my head up high with dignity and pride......I know i wont be wronged. At times things you hold on to are far long gone and doesn't matter anymore.....why stress up and feel bitter about it. Live life like you have nothing to hide.....in the long run....only people who have skeletons in their closets need to hide.

This is going to be a never ending thing......if everyone were to do their rightful thing....nothing of this sort will happen...its always chains of misunderstanding and schizophrenia that causes all these. If those who read this feels that you don't like what i have to say...then all i can say is that its just too bad.....I'm just saying what i see and i am no where related in this movie. I'm not a convincing actor....perhaps i can act to make an April fools joke...but this is way out of my league. You can hate me for this...but i valued every experience i had and am truthful to myself that this is one part of my life I'll look back and tell the people dearest to me how my life in uni has been. Perhaps if we keep in contact for the next 10 years....we might even be able to sit down and have a nice chat over tea or coffee.

So please weigh everything before u act.....is it really worth it. To me .... its not worth it.... especially when trust is lost and something as valuable as this is ruined just for that little bit of god knows what problem u all have. But believe me...when trust is lost.....nothing u say, do or even act will bring it back. Don't go down the never ending road. Boycott can be a very very painful thing...and i know how it feels. I lived through it and i learned alot from it. i don't want to see this happening around me...its just so not worth it. Just happily enjoy this period and let go.... no one is right or wrong. If u want to misuse power go ahead.....but people are not blind...they can see.....unless you just pocketed another award for brain washing la...... but then.... why la all these problem? u need to clap with both hands one la... victim or not, people around can see. so don't ruin your face....please....i beg you. ITS NOT WORTH IT!

Sigh...

2008-04-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

I dont want to graduate already la.... My dissertation is giving me so much headaches and sleepless nights. I start doubting if it will ever be able to finish on time. So stressed! But no matter how bad things is...i'll have to get something out to show during presentation....gosh....not forgetting my ELC asignment and my 2 pending posts for DDB and one pile load of notes to study for my 4 papers in 3 weeks time. Life is definately like hell now...i hope everything will be alright soon.May god send someone to save me.

Got home to see my mom sitting in the living room watching Tv in the bright afternoon.Saw a wheelchair and crutches laying nearby and finally found out that my mom have not been working for the past 2 weeks coz she had another fall the other day and was sent to the Emergency Room the next morning coz she couldnt walk.......and nobody told me about it. Thankfully she can start walking now but getting much worst than before. I feel so sorry for her.....she cant even walk herself to the bathroom without assistance. Why must everything be happening at this time? why? hope she wont get worst as the day passes....I dont have the time nor ability to make anything better just yet. Please.....dont make me suffer. At least not for the next one and a half months. I wont be able to take it.

BUSY.

2008-03-22T22:32:00.007+08:00

This Easter ~~ponteng~~ break had been a very busy week for me. Mom went for a lumbar puncture(i don't know how to spell it and too lazy to Google) on Wednesday afternoon and was THANKFULLY discharged the same night itself. I was lucky that i skipped lab on Wednesday and rushed home on Tuesday night as it felt great to be able to give my mom moral support before she went for the tests. Even though i couldn't do much, but i guess i feel better knowing i was back home where my mom wanted me to be the eve of such a scary procedure.

As for why i say THANKFULLY she was back on the same night wasn't about the part where she was OK after the lumbar puncture but more about the whole entire process that made me angry. My mom checked in in the morning as told by the doctor and had to wait the whole morning at the admissions dept for a bed space. While waiting they fed her terrible smelling lunch(hospital food)....their chicken smell like it wasn't cleaned properly...yes...i'm not kidding and those solid rice that my mom couldn't stand. My mom wanted to go out makan while waiting at the admissions dept but they refuse to let her go eat even though they don't have a bed for her -.-''' She only got a bed assigned at 2pm after much complains by my mom's colleague even though my mom was a staff at the hospital.

Then she was moved to wad 10 (gynae ward) because they have an empty bed there and they did her lumbar puncture there. we got a call informing us that she was moved to ward 10 while we were waiting for Juli(right...forgot to say my housemate came to stay for a weekend) to arrive from uni. Then about half an hour later, they called to say that my mom is now moved to ward 5(the neuro ward which she was supposed to be in the first place) and she was ready to be discharged. I was like WHAT? she just got a lumbar puncture and u want her to leave the hospital? so when Juli arrived...we went to the hospital to see for ourselves what was really happening .

When i reached ward 5, first thing i did was to check my mom's name on the board but it was not there.So i asked a nurse and she pointed me to a small room.So i went there to find my mom on a bed awake(lying flat as asked by the doctor) in guess what.......A STOREROOM! WTF! they put my mom in a storeroom....of all places.They shouldn't have admitted her in if they don't have place la....stupid ppl. Only when we reach they say my mom can be discharged at 11pm, so we left and makan before coming back to check my mom out of the STOREROOM just because they have no bed....and the doctor previously said she needs to live there 4 days...-.-'''

When my mom checked out, they didn't offer a wheelchair.....and i couldn't even find a nurse between 7pm and 8pm to bring the potty for my mom to urinate....i had to go get it myself.They were most of the time no where to be seen. When my mom checked out...only 2 nurses were working...can u imagine? my mom asked the nurses why nobody was around at 7pm to 8pm... they say all went to eat -.-''' imagine if someone were to die at that time .

Surprisingly my mom is just like normal la...she talks as loud....cooks as good and her mandarin is as crappy as ever...LOL! so don't worry, she's fine :) besides the diagnosis of a shrinking brain which is the equivalent of an 85 year old's brain. Perhaps mentally she's ok...but physically she is abit wobbly....now she's got a new excuse to nag and annoy me :) So its back to class now....while the worrying continues as more checks and tests are done....

Shirt speaks louder than words

2008-03-12T21:25:00.004+08:00

I bought this black shirt during the first batch that was on sale.So now is your chance to get one :) There's 2 versions, black or white.
The price is at RM15 for all shirts (nominally - we’ll get a confirmation soon)

T-shirt measurements are the same as before:
Baby-T = 32" 34" and 36″
S = 40″
M = 42″
L = 44″
XL = 46″

Interested please go to the Facebook group or the TITS blog to place your order.

What a weekend.....

2008-03-09T13:49:00.002+08:00

This weekend is by far (probably) the most interesting weekend I had. All I thought before I came home was to Vote thats all...but i never expect to hear that one of my best friend is getting married in 2 months time and she's going to have a baby. Somehow, I was rather calm when i was told about it over a yumcha session, but when i woke up the next morning, I questioned myself if it was a dream.....but obviously its not. So I guess she finally got what she had really wanted....eventhough not the way that I thought she would have done, but i'll support her decision and wish her well in everything :) Now i do hope i'll be able to attend both the ceremonies as long as it doesn't class with my exam...or else i'll really lose out on the fun.

The other surprise came in the form of Opposition getting 5 states in malaysia...with DAP sweeping all the seats in Selangor. Never expected that but my first time voting will be a historical event that i'll remember for life....but the peoples power really showed. Oh...and also the 72nd Birthday of Sami.V(Mr. Toll) would be a quiet affair this year i guess....hehe. I slept at 3+ this morning after following the TV with my parents....okla...the TV was super slow and MalaysiaKini page was flooded, but internet is by far more updated than any other form of media Monopolised by the (*ahem* no longer) ~~big~~ blue. As sad as it seems....some of them cheat also cannot win....so sad for themla... Anyway since Malaysia had decide, everyone better get back to work.

Who says u cannot vote twice? who says u cannot be a dinosaur and vote? Who says the election is fair?

2008-03-08T21:34:00.004+08:00

I dunno what to say la......win or lose also must be with pride mar.How to vote for you when u all go around gathering phantom voters? how?

1. Go to SPR website: http://daftarj.spr.gov.my/
2. Enter this IC No.: 901231090030. She is 117 years old. Do you think she is still alive? If yes, she will be the oldest woman in the world.
3. Enter T715511 and 670104075529. They are the same person. AMRAN BIN ZAINUDDIN can vote twice. One time in Pahang and another time in Penang !
4. Now try T719756 and 750909035727 again. HAZELY RAZIN BIN YAAKUB can vote in Penang and also Kelantan

Just play with it and enjoyla...dunno if its still there when u try.Too lazy to do print screen. No ink so like that lor. Anybody knows where I can get Indelible Ink tattoo? I wanna get one....besides lasts 2 weeks only mar...LOL.

The rocket...had launched anyway. Updates can be found below:

http://www.malaysiakini.com/index.php

http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/election08/

I've done my part! have you?

2008-03-08T16:23:00.007+08:00

According to the 100% accurate kennysia.com Who-To-Vote-This-Election Decision Generator™, I am voting for...

PARTI KEADILAN RAKYAT!

Who Should You Vote For This Election?

Unfortunately, there's no keadilan ppl in my area.So too badla....lol.

Just read How Barisan National Cheats Their Way To Victory after casting my votes like 6 hours ago....so it didnt matter alsola to me,coz i know i've already made a difference. Besides, voting for me lasted not more than 3 minutes....i just chose the thing that could shoot to the sky(get what i mean). Why i chose that? well there are many reasons. firstly, i didnt like how a model(with our hard earned money) was sent to space and god (probably might not also) know(s) what he brought back.secondly, I dont like ~~sleeping~~ silent members of the parliment(shouldn't elaborate more) who only know how to care for the padang and longkangs in my taman. Thirdly, I hate to see or hear the blue adverts when i use hotmail, msn messenger, listen to the radio, watch TV and those stupid banners that crap(big time).Ink issue aside , 3 reasons is more than enough for me to make a less than 3 minute decision to X my ballot paper.

Voting for blue is just like what the sign says...no more choices.
Un-educated supporters = un-educated party.
Didn't they learn not to stick over important road signs?

Oh gosh...another very long song.

2008-03-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

Been very outdated.I finally got a copy of the song after last listening it in uncle's car on our way to "Hoi Toi" at Jamie's house before CNY. Anyway here's the lyrics....so feel like singing k now....sigh. Anybody with the KTV please let me know.Me want the KTV. It's great to see a portion of Stefanie Sun's song there.It wont be a complete 勁歌金曲 without her song ;)

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2-情歌王

Forever Love(王力宏)
愛你不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你
每個眼神觸動我的心

兩個人的煙花(黎明)
最愛你的是我
否則你怎麼樣我
否則我怎麼可能赴湯蹈火
你說甚麼都做

如果．愛(張學友)
如果這就是愛
在轉身就該勇敢留下來
就算受傷就算流淚
都是生命裡溫柔灌溉

童話(光良)
我要變成童話裡
你愛的那個天使
張開雙手
變成翅膀守護你
你要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡

很愛很愛你(劉若英)
往更多幸福的地方飛去
很愛很愛你
只有讓你擁有愛情
我才安心

我願意(王菲)
我願意為你我願意為你
我願意為你忘記我姓名
只要你真心拿愛與我回應
我甚麼都願意為你

好想好想(古巨基)
好想好想
好想好想
好想好想
和你在一起

明天我要嫁給你(周華健)
明天我要嫁給你啦
明天我要嫁給你啦
要不是你問我
要不是你勸我
要不是適當的時候你讓我心動

不得不愛(潘瑋柏/弦子)
天天都需要你愛
我的心思由你猜
I LOVE YOU
我就是要你讓我每天都精彩

陰天(莫文蔚)
開始總是分分鐘
都妙不可言
誰都以為
熱情它永不會減
總之那幾年
感性贏了理性那一面

飛機埸的10:30(陶喆)
baby baby baby baby
baby baby
是不是擁有以後就會開始
要失去
我給你的越多
你卻越想要躲
愛已無法回答所有的問題

那麼愛你為甚麼(黃品源/莫文蔚)
離開你是傻是對是錯
是看破是軟弱
這結果是愛是狠
或者是甚麼

你怎麼捨得我難過(黃品源)
最愛你的人是我
你怎麼捨得我難過
對你付出了這麼多
你卻沒有感動過

愛我別走(張震嶽)
愛我別走
如果你說你不愛我
不要聽見
你真的說出口
再給我一點溫柔

讓我歡喜讓我憂(周華健)
就請妳給我多一點點時間
再多一點點問候
不要一切都帶走
就請妳給我多一點點空間
再多一點點溫柔
不要讓我如此難受

原來你甚麼都不想要(張惠妹)
原來你甚麼都不想要
我不要你的承諾
不要你的永遠
只要你真真切切愛我一遍
就算虛榮也好貪心也好
最怕你把沉默當做對我的回答
原來你甚麼都不想要

用心良苦(張宇)
你說你想要逃
偏偏注定要落腳
情滅了愛熄了
剩下空心要不要

祝福(張學友)
傷離別離別雖然在眼前
說再見再見不會太遙遠
若有緣有緣就能期待明天
你和我重逢在燦爛的季節

吻別(張學友)
我和你吻別
在無人的街
讓風痴笑我不能拒絕
我和你吻別
在狂亂的夜
我的心等著迎接傷悲

把悲傷留給自己(陳昇)
能不能讓我陪著妳走
即然妳說留不住妳
回去的路有些黑暗
擔心讓妳一個人走

征服(那英)
就這樣被你征服切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固我的決定是糊塗

聽海(張惠妹)
聽海哭的聲音
嘆惜著誰又被傷了心

味道(辛曉琪)
和你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡煙草味道
記憶中曾被愛的味道

我懷念的(孫燕姿)
我懷念的是無話不說
我懷念的是一起作夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後
還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日
也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空
最緊的右手
最暖的胸口

領悟(辛曉琪)
啊！多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖
愛的束縛任意追逐
別再為愛受苦

月亮惹的禍(張宇)
都是你的錯在你的眼中
總是藏著讓人又愛又憐的朦朧　
都是你的錯你痴情夢
像一個魔咒
被你愛過還能為誰蠢動

我們的愛(F.I.R.)
我們的愛
過了就不再回來
直到現在
我還默默的等待
我們的愛
我明白
已變成你的負擔
只是永遠
我都放不開
最後的溫暖

你把我灌醉(黃大煒)
你把我灌醉
你讓我流淚
扛下了所有罪
我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉
你讓我心碎
愛得收不回

眼淚(范曉萱)
哦眼淚
眼淚都是我的體會
成長的滋味
哦眼淚
忍住眼淚不讓你看見
我在改變
孤單的感覺
你從不曾發現
我笑中還有淚

情非得已(庾澄慶)
只怕我自己會愛上你
不敢讓自己靠的太近
怕我沒甚麼能夠給你
愛你也需要很大的勇氣

你是如此難以忘記(梁朝偉)
你是如此的難以忘記
浮浮沉沉的在我心裡
改變自己需要多少勇氣
翻騰的心情該如何平靜

心太軟(任賢齊)
你總是心太軟心太軟
把所有問題都自己扛
相愛總是簡單相處太難
不是你的就別再勉強

Forever Love(王力宏)
Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後
你會是所有
幸福的理由
Forever Love
Forever Love
Forever Love

Blogging assignment :)

2008-02-29T10:47:00.002+08:00

Classes, assignments and my Dissertation had been taking up most of my awake time in the recent weeks. One of the most interesting assignments for this semester would be to blog about digital business & commerce related technology and also developments in that field for my Developments in Digital Business class by Dr.Payam. Somehow , blogging for assignment and blogging for fun is a relatively different thing as I feel it's not easy looking for suitable content in that area to blog about unlike blogging for fun by telling people what had happen in my life and what I've been doing ....it somehow comes out more naturally.

What ever it is, an assignment is still an assignment.So it is a do or die situation.Every mark counts. I don't know how my lecturer is going to mark it based on, but I do hope I get acceptable marks for the effort I've put in. So please visit my assignment blog at http://techfeature.blogspot.com .Do read through and post a comment if you're free. Whether u disagree or agree with what I have blogged about. Thank you.

我要勇敢的面对我的问题....

2008-02-24T12:12:00.003+08:00

This weekend had been an extremely depressing one. Perhaps it requires some time before i get used to ignoring my friends invitations and also spending my whole day in my room letting the annoying dissertation codes 欺负me. I feel so tempted to find a movie and watch it but i'll feel guilty after that. I'm even more tempted to go join my friends to go enjoy myself....but i know the time i need to recover from a night out is even more guilt ridden. I dunno what i wanna do la....I so dowan to graduate now....especially when i cant see the end of my Dissertation Project completing. So stressed!!!! Hopefully this ranting will be my last. I'll have to practise the law of attraction......as if it works la.....but i do hope it works.It better work.

我不要被人家看死! 我一定要振作起来! 请给我力量!

Happy "another commercialised" day

2008-02-14T20:56:00.004+08:00

While my parents are happily "chang toi giok" for valentines without me, I enjoyed dinner with my housemates. So what if your loved ones are not around u? the world didn't stop turning also.....besides, its just the one day in a year they sell roses for RM8 per stalk and people expect everyone to be carrying a stalk just to have a sense of belonging. Dont see the point alsola...besides if i had a bf....i'd ask him to save the money and spend me dinner better.At least can eat and remember and not to see it dry and fade.

Everyday should be Valentine's day. Let those cupid's roam free and shoot me a "good hearted" and a *ahem* good looking man....hahaha.As long not gay can d.....wahaha. Till that day that the cupid shoots one down for me and I learn to live with another person GPS-ing me(keeping track of my every movement) , I'll enjoy the freedom of listening to love songs while smilling broadly at how much i save on valentines day just because I'm single. So to all those single or couples out there, have a Happy ~~Commercialised~~ Valentines Day! Hope u have enough money to survive till the end of the month....lol!

A collection of CNY pictures...

2008-02-12T11:29:00.002+08:00

Summer BBQ and steamboat @ SUNWAY
The nicely ribbon tied gift we each got from Jo.
Ming showing off our ratty new year T-shirt from Jo.
The mouse + boar's of the round table
From clockwise from bottom left: Jamie , KR, Nick(back from Beijing) , Min, Genevieve,
KF (back from Singapore) , Ming & me.
Jo & Jamie (Malaysia's Answer to twins....JKla)

Dad & Mom

Dad with babyChun Kuen .Father of baby(my cousin)behind.
The 2 周 movies I watched back to back on 8th Feb. The ironic thing was that we had 7 ppl watching CJ7 together @ Cinema number 7. If only it was on the 7th Feb....
Hoi Toi @ Jamie's house.....ZL must be having nice cards.

All photo's taken with Sony T2(8mp) & HTC TYTN II (3mp)

CNY

2008-02-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year Of the Rat 2008! May this new year bring you hope, health and success. I have another 2 days of holiday left before i have to pack my bags and go back to kampung semenyih.

I'm currently in my friends house after the Chou movie marathon. I watched 2 chou movies today....Stephen Chou first the Jay Chou next.Stephen Chou's movie was entertaining but Jay's one was a big dissapointment. That Kungfu Dunk was a definition of lameness to the highest level. You'll understand when u watch it. If u like Jay chou(and only Jay) go watch...if not you'll be wasting your time coz the story flow is really....really bad. On the other hand...stephen chou's film was not that bad...i did find it interesting, the "CJ7" was really cute.....with a very sailormoonish power transformation...LOL!

Anyway...just feel happy that i've finaly watched these 2 highly enticipated films.Enjoying my time watching my friends play cards....not gambling this time around as according to most fengshui Sifu's the people with the Zodiac Boar should not gamble till june.So have an enjoyable new year before the work load comes in.

Dumpling processing factory

2008-01-29T09:52:00.001+08:00

Been down with a sore throat, cough, fever then flu for the past 5 days in this exact order except that none of them had cured and is still haunting me except for my fever which is controlled by the paracetamol that i'm taking everytime the headache freezes my brain uncomfortably. Yea...i can sense a fever just by having a terrible headache.Works better than a thermometer.

I had been living on my bed for the past 2 days that i'm back in Kampung Semenyih. Slept the most in my lifetime i think....my average awake time is 4 hours a day for the past 2 days...coz i'm just too tired and uncomfortable to do anything. But i manage to drag myself to class as i think i'll be more screwed if i miss out class than to die from an infection.

ok...time to get ready for class. I'll give myself one more day of rest before starting on my workload. I hope all these will clear by the end of this week....i want to eat crab and enjoy my CNY !

I'm smitten!

2008-01-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

With a sexy and flexible body to boot

With evertything that i ever wanted.

We might need some time together to get used to each other

But from this day onwards, i cannot imagine us apart!

Say HI to my baby

Let me introduce to you

HTC TYTN II (KAISER)

LOL! Have a great weekend!

I'll be spending mine with my new found love!

Happy happy

2008-01-24T12:02:00.001+08:00

This week is the happiest I've been for the pass few months.Perhaps it might possibly be the only happy time left on Nottingham campus as I've got a truckload of assignments and dissertation worries to occupy my time. After every eventful and enjoyable outing, the karma from having fun will haunt....this time, it's in the form of a Sore Throat.Well...being overdressed on the beach is not a good thing....especially when its 1pm in the afternoon.As if thats not bad enough, the tempting Crab and the wonderful pineapple roll was to die for....so the result is:

Hot weather + Hot food + beach @ 1pm
-------------------------------------------------------- = Sore Throat
Didn't drink enough Water

But then...since whats done is done, we should just reflect on the happy times.Here's my photo's from my non-blogging time.

18/1/08
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Had a gathering with the college bunch after i got back from uni after exam. Went to our usual Island cafe for a late dinner and then headed to laundry @ curve to have a drink.

June, Jimmy, Zheng Li, Jessica, Weng

Jessica , Me, June, Zheng Li, Weng, Jimmy

22/1/08
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Jumped into Pam's car after class and headed to Balakong Jusco for K session @ GreenBox. Ate a horrible & expensive lunch at some shop called "Opah" , then sang till our hearts contend from 2pm-5pm.

PAM , EDY, POH

EDY,POH,PAM,SHOBA

EDY , 1 mike also not enough.

23/1/08
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Met Jamie,Andrew,Ming,LM and Genevieve(G) at Kajang KTM station to begin our search for the famous Seremban Grilled Crab.We started moving at around 11.45am when LM and G reached. After reaching the shop only we discovered that they are only open from 5pm -.-''' So off we went to PD to have a look see. Went to the beach overdressed and under the hot sun but saw many cute crabs.....we were saying how we were actually previewing our dinner tonight....LOL!

Dinner Preview.

Then we headed for the ostrich farm.It cost RM8 but the place was fun, we got to touch the mini crocodile, take pictures with the monkey and feed ostriches.Since we had 6 of us, we decided to order a set of 6 sticks for RM10 ostrich Satay. It tasted hard and i guess i can say it was such a tiny bit of meat that there weren't much to savour to comment about....so taste like ostrich la...

The damn goat french kissed my hand

Monkeying around

Ostrich flexing it's neck

Which became Ming's Lunch.

Me with a mini croc.

The monkey that liked my lap more than the camera.

The poor horse

Then we went in search of a Man made beach with mechanical induced waves that andrew remembered reading about, but we ended up at lido beach la....took some "siao" pictures before heading back for our crab meal.

Lido Beach

Group Photo

The most impressive picture i took thus far.

But on the way, we found the siew pow shop behind the bank simpanan national building. the stuff there was so tasty....i forgot to take any pictures.... -.-''' but then nevermindla...we sapu-ed all their siew pow and all i could get was 5 pineapple biscuits and 1 "hap tong sou" Walnut biscuit for my mom.I regretted not taking any pictures of the place and the pineapple biscuit, so nicela....should have bought more :(

Then we arrived at the crab shop.By then LM had ate 2 siew pow's ,1 "guai ling gou" and one cup of "liong char" and was claiming he was full d....LOL. I couldn't resists eating the pineapple biscuit, so ate one piece lor....but still got stomach place for the crab la...LOL.

The famous Seremban Grilled Crab.

The Salted-egg Crab

After that LM and G left on their own, where as the others who were following Andrews car drove me back to semenyih and they came in to have a look seela...after that they left at around 10pm because Andrew had to drive back to Johor right after sending the others home.

Overall it was a fun tripla...but without JO and KR abit not so funla...hopefully we'll have another trip soonla.I think planning alreadyla...heard going Pulau Ketam...kekeke....Yeah! lets go!

~~p/s: Pictures will be uploaded when stupid blogger can finally upload my pics :'(~~

I dont want to judge anymore.

2008-01-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

Heard of some not so happy news updated after Yumcha session just now. Feel so sorry for A(Dont want to say who so this will do.) for having gone so close to the sky but then had to fall flat on to the ground. I know how it feels and i hope A will get well soon.Hurting yourself is not the answer, so please move on. I guess i'll have to learn to keep my intuition to myself as i notice the moment i open my mouth to comment on something...its about 75% confirmed to be what i have expected.I hate that feeling of always being able to predict and then have to see ppl go through everything i expected and feel sad after that.From today onwards....i'll just keep to myself. I dowan to be labeled "crow" mouth(乌鸦嘴)....will learn to hold back.

Busy as a bee....

2008-01-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

Well after weeks of fats(sitting on my bum without exercise), suffering(food...sleep and sorts) and stress, exams are finally over. The feeling hasn't really kicked in as i've got so much to do with so little time on hand.I've got a million things on my notepad waiting for me to do but i've only got 3 days to accomplish....sigh....

Anyway just got home from an outing with Lyd and Ken, had some chat time and relaxed over a bottle of beer and manggo sisha...enjoyed civilisation but kinda tired since I only clocked in 4 hours of sleep last night.Enjoyed my time spent....just too bad it had to end so soon.

Keeping my fingers cross that the guy who's gonna sell the 838pro to me will take RM1600 for it la.Kinda fed up abit d...fed up with my phone...fed up with negotiations....fed up with waiting. But i've already got backup plan....if he dont sell then just too badla...i'll go buy in the next PC FAIR lor....wtd..

Better go sleep now...got manual labour to do tomorrow.Spring cleaning day + laundry day tomorrow. But tomorrows gathering with ex-college mates would be fun :)

XOXOXO to everyone!

2008-01-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

In another 15 minutes time 9th of January would have been over and the novelty of birthday wishes would officially be belated but I'm still getting birthday wishes from everyone.....so nice of u all to remember my birthday.....from near acquaintances to friends from every journey in my life. I would like to thank each and everyone of you sincerely for making me feel special and to know that I'm not alone and i belong to someplace in your memory or heart.

Especially thankful to those who took time off from work and studies during examination period to wish me. Thanks for the present, cake, birthday songs( oooo...especially the one sang from LCCT, thanks JO!) ,SMS-es and calls......I thought i would be celebrating a lonely birthday away from home with exam in tow but u guys made it specially memorable for me :) Anyway, when my exam ends...sure got second round....hope i'll have my camera with me then !

TO EVERYONE:

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Awaiting the sunshine after the rain....

2008-01-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

OMG...I'm in denial mode. My brain is rejecting all things to do with my paper tomorrow!!! ARGH! dieala.....So scaredla......the nerves are one day early. I've stopped studying awhile to blog.....perhaps this will be the last blog till my exams are over....so wish me luck. Discovered a great album to study with the other day....which is Joi Chua's new album. At least i wont sing with it when i'm studying (like what i do with tanya and stef albums).....works great.But not working now :'( boohoo....

Ok....got a reminder from digi that my bday is 3 days from today....will reload to get birthday bonus :) Wont be celebrating it nowla....no mood. exams somemore....sigh! Thanks for all the well wishes from all (you know who you are) i'll try to keep my promise of meetng with u guys as planned....but please remind mela....i scared i forgot who is what date d... and tell me whats you guys punya final plan. To those who still thinks my birthday is 9 months away (a.k.a september 1st) shame on you.....how can u all forget? (jkla....) anyway, will do my best to accomodate everyone once i get back to PJ. Thanks for thinking of me and please pray for me.......have a great week!

now....back to studies....no more procrastination!!!

And so......2008 started with a big bang.

2008-01-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

I'm now back in Semenyih escaping the terrible construction noises from my neightbours house. My first paper is in 4 days time and i'm still preparing.....sigh! Wish me luck man....so scared. Anyway, 2008 started with a bang alright! The biggest bang is obviously the confession of a ~~porn star~~ politician , and the subsequently ~~forced~~ retirement. Actually hor...you cant miss it unless u live without a TV, internet, radio or Newspaper. Even without that also, u should have heard all the aunty uncle talking about it everywhere.

Didn't get to see the DVD yet, or maybe never going to get to see it also la....since they got operation against it. So pity him la....my mom also thinks he is a good politician, unfortunately he dunno how to wipe mouth after eat...no one else to blame la. He really is superstar now. His whole family dunno how to lift their heads d lor....all because of one ~~mini~~ silly mistake.Perhaps migration is now an optionla....all the best to the health minister that showed how healthy he was to the whole of malaysia.

Shit! I blinked.

2007-12-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

So its already the end of 2007. Its officially the year that gone by when i was blinking.I cant remember much of what had happen in 2007, but i guess its gonna move even faster in 2008. The year 2007 would be remembered as the year i learned to survive far away from home and enjoy not being nagged at (Almost!) , learned to play the guitar (and bought one), lined up 13hours outside a shopping complex to buy a digital camera, saw how friction is discharged when a bunch of girls live together and of course the marriages and bundle of joys that were produced in 2007.Ooo....and also my very first trip to phuket with my friends(without gurdians)....absolutely cheap and i had an extremely wonderful time.

Went to vivian's(my ex-senior from Tmn Sea) wedding dinner yesterday and met up with really old friends and other ex-seaparkians. Nothing much changed i guess, except that some are working and really enjoying what they're doing while some like me is still killing her brain cells to attain what they have achieved. Of course our past comes back to haunt wherever there are ppl who've known you a long time ago and also many new things are learned too. So here below is to satisfy you ppl who've been grumbling that i never attach pictures of myself or when i'm in a dress =.='''

~~Lucky~~ *ahem* too bad no full length shots of me coz i think my legs looked hideous. Its great to see a friend getting married, which we have expected for the longest of time. From now on have to save up for angpau money d :'(

Happy New Year 2008 everyone! Wishing everyone Health, Luck and Success as always :)

KevJumba is cute!

2007-12-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

Just came across the posting on me fav directors blog and checked out the vid she attached from youtube. It's funny, i like kevjumba's sense of humour....worth a watch! HappySlip is funny too. My favourite is Put it in purse....so freaking funny!

you can view all his vid's here!

if you really like him, you can read his interview here :)

So thats where u've been hiding!

2007-12-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

Had reunion dinner with my aunt , uncle, cousin and her BF from sabah + my other relatives that are living in cheras. The dumb me forgot to bring my camera, so no pics lar -.-''' forgive my dumbness pls. Will take more pics at other events....i promise.

Just suddenly discovered a forum posting on my laptop model and finally found out where the freaking other memory slot (the one i upgraded is on the back which is easy to reach) is. So the next best thing i did was to expose my laptop and trade my memory to different slots so if i wanna upgrade somemore no need make my laptop naked again. Besides i dowan ppl undress my laptop, i like to undress it myself privately in my own room when no one looking...LOL! So here goes....

i lifted up the flap.

i removed the keyboard piece.

exposed its internals to find the ram sitting snugly inside.

so there you are.....

then only i remembered i forgot to take out the other module to exchange -.-'''

Yay! its functioning again. Swapping success :) It survived to be blogged about!

Merry Xmas & A Happy New Year!

2007-12-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

Skipped family dinner just now, coz it rained too heavily....and i wasn't really in the mood to go. Skipped celebrating Lyd's bday with the gang coz they're leaving at 11pm to go to BED @ Asian herritage Row.....too late la...i'm stuck with a curfew when my mom is around and my pending exam is soooo near. I hope this will be my last Christmas i need to spend alone at home misserably facing my notes & books....perhaps i can save up and go singapore next year for Christmas....that would definately be great! But then.....its too long more before it happens....we'll wait and see.

My phone is cranky again. I notice it hates PJ and the day i'm about to leave for PJ when i'm at semenyih.....coz those are the 2 scenarios or places where my phone likes to shutdown and die on me. Kinda fed-up with it....i've even made arrangements with my mom to get a phone and pay her back in installment. But the problem now is....which phone to buy? New or Second Hand? GPS or no GPS? Warrantied or not? Ori or AP? sigh...so many things to consider.....please recommend something if you're reading this. Bear in mind that i'm a very loyal person....my phones survive with me through thick and thin and my shortest use of a phone is at least 2 years.....unlike some ppl who changes it before i even unwrap my phone from the plastic seal that comes with the phone when it's new.

Its christmas again....so its sorta telling me a year is passing already. I can't really reflect on what i did this whole year as it moved passed me way too fast. I can still remember what i was doing last christmas and its already coming to new year. The only thing i can say is that i'm "this" closer to obtaining my degree but i am hoping that i have enough time to finish my dissertation. I'm glad that my relationship with my friends are growing stronger and that hopefully there will be many more years to come. I wont be listing a new years resolution as i dont think i can accomplish anything if i list them down. I'll just take a step at a time and hope that everything will be merry and nice :)

OK. to end the post! I hope everyone is enjoying themselves this christmas.....i'm sorry for being a party poop-er, coz i've got a live changing exam to die for. But i've cleared myself for New Years eve. Do ~~page~~ msn/call(if u can get through) me if u've got any great ideas of how u guys wanna celebrate it. Make sure its cheap coz i'm so broke i've already overdraft my allowance for next year!

What a great idea!

2007-12-20T16:36:00.001+08:00

While looking around online for a suitable new or second hand PDA phone to buy, i came across this interesting writeup on how u can use a Condom to ~~shrink~~ expand wrap a phone/pda or anything just like what i did with my iPod(which cost rm60) at sg Wang. So for those with a budget, can consider la.

source from : http://docfiles.blogspot.com/2007/04/making-comdom-case-for-your-pdaphone.html#links

you can see the video here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzaNXBXuFPA

I wont be able to use it coz Ive got a flip phone and my future phone will hopefully have a slide out keypad, so you guys who wanna try can do what you want la...LOL! Anyhow ,its yucky for a girl to be seen carrying something like that...haha! But boys, if u got expired ones...no need waste lor....hehe.

MIA (A month in pictures)

2007-12-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

Ru's Bday @ WaiWan's place. 16/11

Met up with Lyd (with her ipod touch) and Kenneth @ Bangsar. 17/11

Jam @ Brickfields on the way to attend below. 30/11

My cousin's daughter full moon dinner. 30/11
Crazy bunch of assignments, reports, presentation dueing all at the same time. 23/11-10/12

The freaking codes that robbed my weekend away. 30/11-2/12

Ling's (My Ex-同居Mate @ Uni - we shared a room but different beds of course) Bday. 3/12

After the 3rd year Dissertation Interim Presentation. Some of me classmates. 7/12

The PharmStud's ready for their Christnas Dinner. 7/12

Breath of fresh air on the way to Cheras Selatan Jusco in Poh's car. 7/12

Dinner & movie nite after Presentation @ CS Jusco. 7/12

PC FAIR III 2007. 8/12

The big bang. 10/12

Be good....do good.

2007-11-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

I hope it saves lives.....

2007-11-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

I was super sleepy today even though i slept for 9 hours. I guess it is true that u can never replenish your missed sleep. Felt groggy in the morning but got sleepier as the day moved. Somehow....its a good thing GUI class was cancelled this morning.

I donated blood today.All 450ml of it in those bags u see in drama's where someone crashes and they need new pints of blood.I discovered that everything is mind over matter. I was actually afraid of the needle but i survived it. It was super cool seeing the bulging lump on my right arm when they injected the anesthetic but of coz the needle to jab the anesthetic was abit pain. Overall it was a fun thing and my blood vein was like a burst pipe that couldn't stop flowing. I took me less than 5 minutes to fill up the bag + 3 test tubes but almost 30 minutes before i could get out of the bed coz my blood kept oozing out eventhough the cotton wool was pressed on the wound.

With all those blood, i do hope they save lives.....i think i lost weight after donating...haha....so do donate if u can.Eventhough if u faint like Ju Li....hahaha.....at least u got a donor card to brag....

Check your bloodgroup here!

Me donating blood.

Juli donating blood.

What you see after removing the needle!

Inside me donor card!

donor card!

Me fat arms with hole after 8 hours!

Me green veins

I got my hands on one woohooo!!!

2007-11-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

I did the craziest thing this weekend. Me , Jamie and Uncle camped outside Berjaya Times Square last night(13 hours)just to get our hands on the new Album T (T2 to the rest of the world) sony cybershot camera for dirt cheap prices. Whats even more special is that we are the very first country in to the world to lauch this particular model and i'm the 75th person in the whole wide workd to get it....for once i suddenly become so "IN" already....hahahaha

The event was to start at 11.11am on the 11th of november (yea...u get the 11...11 idea) but to be on the safe side we decided to go the night before for dinner to check out the queue that we predict would be there.When we arrived at the main entrance at 7.30pm, we saw a bunch of ppl camping there with sleeping bags and all...so we thought...diela..even earlier than us.But then since already cannot be top 11 d...we decided to have dinner somewhere nearby(which was the biggest mistake we did).When we finished oogling at SHE in the restaurant and walked back to the main entrance, the queue had now become a 50 meter long queue with about 58 ppl in line already.

We did the next best thing which was to ask the sony style staff on duty who told us "I cannot tell u anything....but this i can tell u....if u line up now...u'll get a good price to buy it.".then he said, "its up to you if u're for the price or the camera...if price then think twice if for camera...no need think" so since we price ppl and he could assure us we get good price we went back to the etrance at 9pm and line up lor.Imagine that this is an event that is going to start only 13 hours from the time we queued...but the very first person (an aunty and her husband) had been lining up since 1pm....so it makes their wait a grand total of 22 hours -.-'''

We ate, slept,studied (not me alone...but a few other ppl i noticed) at the side curb in front of the berjaya times square.by 10pm...the queue had reach after 7 eleven.There were parents sending in mcD's for their children, Monopoly playing groups, fagging groups and of course those who will do anything to try to cut queue. At one point 3 guys tried to cut the aunty right at the front of the queue she shouted at them and a comotion broke out....somehow the aunty won la...coz she was louder...hahaha.Then there was this punching fistfight happening way front between a big sized guy with another thinner guy because of queue cutting ended up with the thin guy running out of the queue and his friend chasing after him.

All these was happening while they were building the stage and we all sitting till our butts and back ached.We brought sleeping bags which was the envy of alot of ppl coz all they had was newspapers.But it gave us place to sleep and flex our legs...which was a very good idea.Light but useful.We took turns sleeping and chatted and i studied. We were lucky that we could find toilets around.the first 2 times i went over to the other side of the road to the mamak opposite times square but after finding it a tedious affair crossing the busy road(yes....its crazier at night) we then ended up using the times square hotel lobby toilet on the 14th floor.

At 9 am we were ahown the prices we were entitled to and were all asked to go into a box like area from the streets we were lying on.we were lined up into the box in the shape of an S queue.Thankfully we were in the box which signifies that we will definately be buying it at at least 444.40.We had to wait through all the performances, singing and all before the coutdown was reached then it was officially launched.When we go buy it, we were asked to face the camera linked to the giant TV screen to smile and get our pictures taken before we were asked to go to the counter to pay for our units. I happily asked for the white unit and got my unit checked before hapily taking some pictures just for fun.

The pictures are still in the camera and the camera is at home in my room because i know its gonna be a distraction to bring it to uni.But i have a few pics i took with my cacated cameraphonela.....~~Envy~~ Enjoy !!!

Uncle sleeping on the sidewalk...

The queue in front of us

The queue behind...Jamie & uncle sleeping on our sleeping bag...

The lift buttons in Times Square Hotel....soo confusing! The Price Tag....
Taken from the queue in the cage we were held till launch.
The stage...seen partially here.Taken from the cage.
My baby at home.
My baby showing its unshielded lense.

My baby's 2.7inch touch screen

The box with my baby in it .

The features on the box!

The colours they actually have!

sigh...

2007-11-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

After 15 minutes typing an entry, i dunno what i did.its gone. And i'm too lazy to retype....so wateverla.This is a rant entry :(

Anticipation

2007-10-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

Every year i look forward to listenning to a few great voices on their new albums.The obvious would be Stefanie Sun's,Tanya Chua's,Penny Tai's and Jay Chou's album.These are the few singers i really like listenning for their originality.David Tao used to be on this list too....but then his albums kinda changed course....so i guess my taste had changed.

With Stefanie's album out beginning of the year(i even got to hear her live) , its left with the rest to come out with their albums(Jay chou's secret album is really nice too....but his ~~sluring~~ singing album is coming out soon). I just got my hands on Tanya's new album Hello & Goodbye.The demo's(Close to Tanya X Original) were perfect....i loved them way better than the versions on the album.A little dissapointed but its ok....coz the other songs are great too.I like Hello & Goodbye, very original.

My favourite song is 如果你愛我. Loved the demo to bits but they had to change the lyrics in the final version on CD -.-''' i still love the versions on the Demo. I find it clearer without the accompanying arrangements, her voice stands out just with a guitar or piano...... Dear Tanya, no offense but if you're reading this, i like you in accoustics rather than the over done arrangements.But then your rock songs really rockla....:)

Now i'm waiting to see Jay's album and hopefully Penny's album soon.I like composer artists alot....because they are really tallented....but some like Tanya or penny is really under rated.I do hope Jay's new album is nicela....since he is so busy selling watches...LOL.But without a doubt....his movie was supperb.

whats wrong with this world?

2007-10-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

为什么这世界上有这么多不及格的人? 让人操心让人烦? 又假又那么爱操纵? 完全不知道要干吗...又时常连累别人. 搞不好知己的生活却又要破坏人家的生活. 一种,用自己假的一面来对待别人, 装可爱, 又要人同情, 然后达到他自己想要的目的地就把刚利用的人抛开,完全一文不值. 另一种却是那种知道自己能利用的价值摆在前面, 充分的利用到极点...拿来摆布人家, 让周围的人听听话话的听他/她讲.还有一种就完全不知道自己要的是什么.有了 A 还要 B ，不然就是明明 C 不是他要的，却死都不放手. 我生为朋友都没有眼看了. 我不要理不要看也不要听,远离这些状况, 远离这些麻烦.但是, 最可怜的往往都是那些不知情又单纯的人....任命的生活. 多希望我能把每一个都叫醒,但是我的能力真的是有限.

Sigh....dunno whats wrong with me.

2007-10-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i lost my university locker lock.Good thing is, i reported it lost at the library and they found it yesterday evening.I've been rather careless these few days.Having problem concentrating, i really dont know why.For instance i left that lock on the library table and i even looked at the table one more time before i left and i didnt see it.Lynnette saw it and thought it was someone elses... =.=''' anyway, after that i went to the toilet with my bottle which i plan to take water from the filter after i come out, but then i left the bottle sitting in the toilet and only remember about it when my friend asked me y my bottle is sitting there. I have problems focusing....i have 4 more days before i have to pass up my assignment and i havent written a word.I think i will try to finish it by saturday.i really need to clear my mind after that.

Today, I was slightly late for Dr.Payam's lecture which is a series of FYP talks we have to sit in.He was nice as he didnt stared at me.i'm very afraid of his stare, its like he knows what you're thinking just by looking into your eyes....i feel hopelessly naked.(no not in the hamsap way) Just that his IQ is so high that he actually can imagine what you would have done without looking at your work...i seriously wonder if he is a part time illusionist or magician who can read ppl's minds. His talks have always been interesting, but my recorder(okla...my 4 year old MP3+recorder) failed to perform at such an important time.At that very moment how i wished i had a pda phone to record his talk.....but obviously i dont.its worst when u're sitting at the very first row and u cant record it....how sad.If u know someone with a not too old pda phone going out cheap....let me know,i might consider buying,since my phone also getting cranky.

Right after the talk i went to michael chung's room to wait for him,but his room was empty, so i carry on waiting for him outside the room.Wited for almost half an hour later, i sms-ed him "Dear sir, you coming back to your office later? i need to discuss my par and FYP with you" and continued waiting for a reply.As usual i thought he went to makan with his fellow lecturers and yak till late la...but of course that wasn't the case.Another lecturer I name him SK la...coz his name so unique i scared he google and find this the dielor...so he passed by me a few times d...then he finally come over and ask me who i waiting for,so i answered him MC. Then followed the following typical SK(being his overreacting + sarcastic + bad mouth) reply:

SK: he ar? today not goodlor....wont be back.
ME: but i made appointment with him wor...
SK: When?
ME: Yesterday.
SK: Oh....but he today not well.very badlor....totally collapse already.Wont come back today.
ME: ............ Thank you sir. =.='''

With his history of previous heart problems (mind you, he is 40 only, but i think got those grandfather heart d) i was thinking for the worst.Is he gonna die? No wonder he never reply la.....dielor...my FYP gonna die with him also? *sweat* so i sent another sms to him "nvm sir, get well soon.I'll make another appointment with you later.".....still no reply.

Until i got home then he messaged that he forgot to tell me he MC today.I was very reliefed.All thanks to the stupid SK la....make me thought he masuk hospital again. So i told him i'll meet him next week and he said ok.Sigh....i damn scared he kena heart attack in the middle of my FYP....then dielor.But then hope he is finela...he is still my first choice for FYP supervisor.Caise i can communicate with him.

Just now i discovered the second strand of white hair on my head.sigh....only 9 months of uni and i get white hair d....dielor.....FYP so stressla....i hope i wont have my hair all white when i graduate.

An eventful sunday.

2007-10-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 weeks living in this new room of mine.changed the possition of some of the stuff around.Getting used to the feeling of staying over the weekend.But loads of work are starting to pile up already.Sigh....enough of honeymooning.....my first ASS for GUI is dueing on 8th.

On a happy note, we went off to Cheras(yeah...my so called home town) Kaki corner to have a western meal for a change. Had a very tasty mussel,a giant cup of watermelon juice(that i have been craving for awhile now) & a grilled lamb chop.Mine came super late la...juli even finished her meal before mine came.....but then okla...they donated some of their food to me while i waited for mine.

Kaki corner

Lyn, Juli and Yuen.

They have their own ketchup too...

On the way back, due to the enjoyment of turning corners at fast speeds, we did the corner speeding thingie today again but with the side window wind down, so our security wave tag which was on lyn's side of the dashboard flew out the window on my side when we were turning the corner.It happened so quickly, nobody noticed accept me since i sat in front, so i asked lynnette to stop the car and got down to look for the tag.Thankfully it was nicely on the road and not in a longkang or something....phew!

We went home to meet up with Suet Ling who bought the present and the cake for our later celebration of say yuen's bday. Ling wrapped it up and we camped at my place talking while waiting for the time to pass.We went down to get the cake and candles set and brought it into my room.But not long later, yuen and lyn came in and sat down...so had to pretendla.

I led them out of my room and went back to their master bed room and said i wanna watch Bones season 3, so that bought juli and ling some time and they came in awhile later with the cake. Not very surprising but okla....good enough.

The cake

The prezzie we gave.

Have class tomorrow.Should sleep now.Basketball after class should be a good excercise.Shall pack only tomorrow morning.

Back to the norm......

2007-09-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Procrastination had been the devils tool on me. I’ve been putting off this blog post for a long time not because I was SOOO busy that I can’t find time, just that I was plain lazy. It’s not even because there’s nothing to blog about, but in fact quite a lot of interesting things had happened these 2 weeks, but then I was just AGAIN plain lazy.

Classes had started….much to my reluctance for the holidays to end. Had to drop VP’s Real time system programming because he sux big time. You have no idea how someone can make such an interesting subject to become so damn boring and uninteresting. Most of my classmates drop boring and crappy VP’s class for a new lecturer Mr.Tang who is……over enthusiastic that we get so bored of his class either. Being the typical china man….he tries too much and hard to impress but fails very very miserably. But china man beats india man anytime coz at least if he craps, he still craps about something to do with the lecture and not recycle his lecture notes and lame stories like the india man does . LOL…even Edy my classmate says he can teach the deaf coz of his animated body language.

The only thing good is that I only have 3 days class per week but I have work to do to fill up the other 4 days of my week……so sad. After having last minute assignment allocation last few sems that caused terrible consequences, the lecturers are now fighting to give out their assignments ASAP, which now causes us to overdose with early dateline and multitasking confusion. I do hope I can live to see my convocation.

On a happier note, I’ve finally moved out of the four walls of the campus this year. I no longer feel so claustrophobic and I no longer have the urge to take 2 hour bus rides home to my home every weekend. I have a very comfortable room which is going to be as messy from day one to the end of my stay (so no point taking any pics I think) but I like it. It’s a nice place to relax and concentrate on my work. My neighbors zinc awning can be hell when it rains but I hope I do learn to live with that dreadful noise. It still needs some getting used to with having an aircond coz I don’t really use it every day as I’m not THAT pampered *wink*.But having one around is fun….just hope my mom won’t kill me when the bill comes.

After being in uni for the past 2 weeks, the most interesting thing to happen on campus had to be the accident where a Toyota Vios was turned turtle on the roof of the car with its tires pointing towards the sky that happened yesterday. Don’t know how did it happen or what made it happen but I took pictures of it with Juli’s N95. ~~I hope it’s clear and I’ll post it when I get the pics from Juli.~~

click to view a bigger picture

Progress on my FYP is slow but i hope i can speed it up slowly and gracefully without cutting off the quality of it.Hope MC gives more attention la....I'm getting tired of doing everything myself without guidiance.Been acting like a baby lately as i've been feeling like sleeping earlier and earlier.By 10.30pm i already felt sleepy.On average i sleep at 11pm every night.Better train myself to sleepless and slightly later.Okay...i cant stand already...nite ppl.

离家出走

2007-09-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

Today, i feel like a primary school kid all over again.I remembered the monday after a the long school holidays where i'd have to wake up to go back to school.I hated that feeling because i had that sense of lostness being an obvious banana in a chinese school wasn't helping and thinking of the many homework that be bestowed upon me made that monday a hell to accept.Somehow as i grew, that feeling left me...because i sorta got used to it.

Fast forward to the year 2007, having finished a 3 months holiday and having to go back to ~~kampung~~ Semenyih is not exactly a happy thing for me especially with the workload i'm going to face for this coming 9 months.Preiously in college there wasn't a holiday longer than 2 weeks, i hated that but now i think it would have been really helpful.Just enough to rest and u wont have to suffer shock after the holidays.

No matter how much i hate going back to uni, i'd have to accept the fact that this is obviously the most important period of my life.I'll either make it or break it here.To find a good job when i graduate will be totally based on what i do this 9 months.So if i've stopped coming home, calling or joining you all for yum cha sessions please dont be angry with me.I will miss you all alot but somehow, there are more important things in life during this period....I know u all will understand.

我下定决心离家出走才能带回属於我的美梦
爱著我的人儿啊能不能再为我等候
我只能勇敢离家出走才能让我的生命更感动
我相信你会等我你一定会等我

离家出走 by 丁当

A simple and sweet song.

2007-09-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

Lately there havent been a song that is able to attract me just by the lyrics and voice.But this song 明白 by 叮噹 really did it.Not a overly melodic song, just a simple and touchy melody with good simple lyrics.I bet all those ppl stuck in such situation will go mushy all over this song.HIghly recommended.

你說你感覺不對心情很壞
我無法控制淚水流下來

莫名的難過是情緒作祟
沒有誰錯誰對需要安慰不能離開

我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
除了你我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
沒有人讓我如此的依賴

你說你感覺不對心情很壞
我無法控制淚水流下來

莫名的難過是情緒作祟
沒有誰錯誰對需要安慰不能離開

我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
除了你我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
沒有人讓我如此的依賴

我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
除了你我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白明白我對你的愛
沒有人讓我如此的依賴
因為你我的愛永遠存在

Anyone has the tabs? I'd love to play it on the guitar.I shall try to learn this song on the guitar. Hope i'll be able to play this song soon.

P/S: NameWee(The Negarakuku guy) got some new songs out. Support him at the imeem websitela.....or you can download it here. The password is (upload by lloollzzzz) without the brackets. Not badleh, the new songs :)

Saturday that felt like a sunday.

2007-09-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today had been a great day.I learned,thought,saw and accomplished some stuff today. Not all can be typed here, but its just a great feeling.Nothing interesting in particular but i'd say just feels kinda special.

Accompanied my mom to Mid Valley to meet up with a couple of her secondary school classmates who've not stayed in contact nor saw each other for the past 40 years (ok, no need guess my moms age la....obviously its old). Its interesting how they could recognise each other from far after all these years.I cant even imagine myself 40 yrs later or any of my friends for that matter....but i do hope i dont need to wait 40 yrs before i meet my friends again.

Got my haircut(which still sucked) after much pestering from my mom over the couple of weeks and got some time alone shopping in MV.Shopping alone is so much faster and fun, i should do this more often.But then i was happily walking around and didn't feel hungry till 3pm while my mom and her gang was enjoying 3 hours of buffet at cititel.Didnt see the point of spending 35 to eat normal food with aunties talking about their good old days,doesnt make me feel any younger neither do i want to be questioned every few minutes.Trust me its scary.I setttled for nasi lemak at jusco.

Bought the string for my guitar for the third time to restring the broken one.After so many failures(and money spent), i was determined to get this string in.And i did it.So i guess it was money well spent for those previously broken string.....treat it as string-ing lessons lor.....LOL! Practice makes perfect.I actually forgot how nice the low E string sounded,boy does it sound sweet now ;)

Went down to times square after that to meet up with Jo, Jamie , KR and his GF.Quite pretty lor...but i think her pics nicer.As tall as me...but...only 17yrs young....part time model somemore.Aiseh, KR damn luckylor....i bet all guys must be asking him where he find one,LOL.If he find "Shuai Ge" he better let me knowlor...No need too good looking.Have aura enough...LOL....like this guy below Joseph Chang 张孝全.

Love his movie Eternal Summer.All the cast acted well.Story line good also....something different la....but this is life...no matter how u look at it.Straight or gay.Soundtrack by Ah Shin(Mayday) somemore.....but wat attracted me is the song by a nice female voice called 明白 sung by someone written as 神秘新人.But still the movie should win some awards.If you cant get enough of Joseph Chang, u can catch him in 温岚's new song 傻瓜's MTV .Looks like 贺军翔 must stand somewhere else lor.....hahaha,sudah outdated.

不能说的秘密, 我有吗?

2007-08-30T10:23:00.000+08:00

As u can read the title. I've finally found the time + chance + company to watch this *Ahem* JAY CHOU movie.We even noticed the girl Xiao Yu looked and felt like one of our friends, wait till we tell her when we see her. It was sweet enough for my friends to wait till yesterday to watch with me as i ffk-ed them on sunday because i wanted to watch Erika Sawajirri's Movie Pachiggi!We shall overcome someday coz it was already last 2 days of the Japanese Film festival screening and it was fated i'd watch it alone coz there aren't many friends of mine who appreciate good foreign international screening films....especially when its slow moving.Anyway, i'm glad to say both movies were equally great.....just happy i got to watch 2 of my most enticipated movies in one week and is happy with how it went.

Back to the movie...the beginning part was the most sweet part.I cringed whenever Jay Chou did any Childish + Flirtatious + Sweet (it would have melt any secondary school kid's heart la) acts with the actress.I bet most of the tricks he did in the movie will now be copied to be used on their gf's....even my bunch of friends couldn't help playing that finger poking thingie when we left the cinema -.-''' even the other characters in the movie said it's so sissy....LOL! imagine Jay doing it.

Then obviously the movie is all about showcasing Jay's piano tallent. Single hand back facing the piano playing, 4 hands playing together, one hand playing 2 hands parts and also the piano battle which was interesting. Oh...not forgetting the perasan girl from beginning to end that jay chose to kiss instead of Xiao Yu the actress.Another thing i noticed, Jay's classmates are made out of model matterial.All girls seem like models to me...sigh....he really spend his money building his dream...LOL.

Then came the twist....I quite like it but kinda didn't like it either.I like it because it was a twist but i didnt like the way the twist was executed.I dont want to spoil it for u guys so i wont reveal it here coz its afterall a secret.This is the first film that left me in awe at the end of the movie.okay Next the movie gave me an awe too but it was coz it was stupid.Secret's awe was for gosh....it was smart. Now i'll rephrase that instead of wat i said about Lee Hom that he is the most lucky guy in the world, i'd say Jay is the most lucky one now.He's got money,tallent and he doesn't need good looks....i call that lucky!

Ken asked me wat was my darkest secret the other day....it got me thinking , but obviously if its my darkest secret, i would be telling it here right? unfortunately, I dont have a dark secret, there are secret.....but maybe not dark enough yet. Anyhow , go watch the movie....it's interesting and Kwai Lun Mei(Xiao Yu) is really a good actress and she is so much prettier than when she appeared in her first movie blue gate crossing (one of my fav movies of all time).

My fvourite quote of the day by Anthony Wong:

不听音乐的人，不是好人！

I must be a superduper 好人 then.

Invisible to the eyes.

2007-08-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i last blog.So fast my holiday is coming to an end.Its like it just started....but then all good things have to come to an end.Especially when u're having fun, time really flies.I guess its time i tune my brain back to study mode.This is a make it or break it 9 months.80% of marks for this 2 semesters for my Degree Cert is definately gonna kill.Especially when my FYP is something that'd be taking 1/3 of the overall marks.I'm so doomed.

Been buying the stuff i need for the new place off campus in batches.so far i got something for my clothes and a mattress.I still need a mirror, a study table , a proper chair and hopefully they'll all be easy to transport.dont feel like bothering my friends to help.They were sweet enough to offer but, i guess i'll be able to handle it :) I'm simple.I just need basic stuff to survive.Will have to look around for the rest of the stuff this weekend.

Jamie manage to get her bosses bro from HK to get the ipod cable for me.Good news is that its 3 times cheaper than it's sold here and the bad news is he forgot to pack it when he came back to malaysia last week, so shall be waiting for him to mail to Jamie before she passes it to me.Hope he got the right onela....too lazy to go ask around again.

Been enjoying alot of alone time lately.I spend 20hours a day in my room and the rest at the dinning table or infront of the TV downstairs(sometimes outside for a drink).I like that feeling, it keeps me grounded.Do watever i want without anybody screaming at me.I've been feeling moody, so its better i stay away from the line of fire.He can be pretty annoying at times.Ignorance is bliss.

Saw a slit on one of my friends left wrist the other day.Still rather fresh from a cut and obviously the bandage was just removed as the plaster stain was still there.Could see it was swollen, but i pretended i didnt see it.I know the pain of it,its always something u dont want to talk about.Saw it again on the same day, this time with a few more friends.Since it was night time, it wasn't that obvious.It was the dark of night that hid it this time,nobody saw it because XXX had learn to hide the wrist.XXX was brave enough to mutilate the wrist but i never had the courage to do it to myself.Perhaps my pride plays a part and i'm glad i never did it.

Is it me?

2007-08-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Profile

You are happy, driven, and status conscious.
You want everyone to know how successful you are.
Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy.

A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself.
You always keep your cool and your composure.
You are a born leader and business person.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Seriously how much of this is true about me? I really dont know. Its how people see you that defines the truth in it :) I dont give a damn!

Sleep tight. A brand new day tomorrow.

I'd say this is my elected song of the year.

2007-07-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

Love the lyrics to bits.As infectious as One love and Where is the love. Its a remake from an old song....interesting! Of course its got my favourite voice Tanya Chua in it.I like Ah-yue alsola...but just not as much :P

All in a days work

2007-07-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

Been tremendously busy lately. As of today, did somemore research on my FYP, bought an accoustic guitar, learned to tune it, registered to vote for the next election, changed my furniture position in my room, dabled abit of webdesign, Mac-ed my Dell and now I'm working from home as a script translator.

With my rusty Chinese and Malay, I work almost every hour of my awake time at home translating Chinese to malay for those Chinese sitcoms u watch on TV2. Freaking boring but no doubt its an interesting job. Improves my *ahem*still fluent BM eventhough i've never exactly used full sentences after i finished my SPM karangan paper.The only use for 11 yrs of BM previously was for ordering food in mamak....LOL! I'm not kidding.

While doing this job, i learned to appreciate parts in drama or movies where they have still shots or slow moving ppl with background music because that means i dont need to translate so much...LOL. I hate argue scenes. Damn alot to type.I shall appreciate translators more from now on as an average 1 hour drama can take me a day to translate -.-''' perhaps its my rusty chinesela...oh well they're now even using chinese scripts for malay dramas,thats where my job comes in.Never knew about that.

So to those translators who translated "Pembunuh Bijirin" for serial killer, you guys are damn funny la....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE :)

MAKE MORE GREAT MUSIC! WE CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!

What Luck!

2007-07-11T09:14:00.000+08:00

First it was my handphone not reading my minisd card (which does not ring or beep when call is received) then after that it starts shutting down on its own whenever i picked up calls or make them. As if thats not bad enough that i have to rely on mainly the msn and my house phone to connect to the world.....now of all things, my housephone had gone silent.

I can bear with my cacat-ed handphone but it kills when i dont have my internet.Must be because the idiot just reconnected the line and not change it the other time when the wire got rusty even after pleading with him outside.Thank god there's this open connection somewhere behind my house with a very low signal thats only traceable with my laptop......so now...then next best thing is to steal their wifi.Manage to make a complain through the internet...hopefully those TmNUT will reply ASAP!

Oh ya...and my opposite neighbors house almost got broke in today at 5 am.Thankfully for my left side neighbors maid who peeked out of the house and on the house lights....the robbers got on their bikes and left. Imagine they were so careful they pushed their bikes to the gate and attempted to climb in through the gate....unfortunately my *ahem* ~~Keh Poh~~ attentive neighbor is always the first to detect all these stuff. The other time she even saw a skinny guy trying to squeeze through the iron grills on the main door to steal stuff.....gosh...that man must be really stick thin.Even Victoria Beckham would have been jealous.

Somehow i'm surprised the robber didnt rob my rightside neighors house with the nissan skyline(expensive leh) or my most irritating neighbor(the one with the mazda sportscar that is quite damaged.once it was the gearbox where he had to push his sportscar out of the gate...LOL! then now its the detached bumper) with a fleet of cars(3 ppl, 5 cars) but staying in a teres house who's definately got a plasma and big speakers but a fuckingly annoying attitude and enjoys taking up every other persons parking privileges outside the house.

They even got the cheek to park right outside our main door once when they had barbecue...without even asking for permission.Oh ya...and the other time when someone stole all 4 of his tires and smashed his windscreen...i was soo happy that day.There was even once he got his car sprayed with red paint, he got so scared, he pasted a piece of paper saying he doesn't owe anyone money....funny right?

Sigh.....neighbor like this is a pain in the ass.They should get a bungalow or something then can park anywhere they want la...with an attitude like that, no wonder no one talks to them.I bet if someone robbed their house....no one would even bother.

word of the day : 有得必有失

2007-07-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

Its funny how i can be physically exhausted but mentally alert.Just got back from a long chat with the gals (and ZL) from PSG(primary school gang) at island cafe. Imagine we sat there for 4 hours......we were there at close to 11pm and we left just after 3am. I bet my mom's gonna ask what time i got back tomorrow....perhaps just avoid la...what to do. Wake up early for breakfast then wont get any complain :)

Been having insomnia for the past few days.Will be turning and tossing for hours without really going to sleep. Then early in the morning I'd be staring at the ceiling....Damn "fan zhin(犯贱)" la....got chance to sleep cannot sleep. Better learn to shut down my brain to sleep especially when hibernate doesn't work.

Had a long and great chat. Its the experiences that build character but it is also ego that make or break you. Sounds simple....but always hard to implement. Lost of control might spell doom , but if failure is not an option, then face your fear. Somehow, it is you who makes your own decision....present choice , future outcome. Dont be blinded by your heart....u first. everything else later.

Life is fair 有得必有失. I agree totally. Hope i dont see this everyday. Dont quite like the barter system ;) especially in this context.

Holiday-ING

2007-07-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

Woah....see how time flies? its already 1 month + gone from my holiday and seriously....i think its moving way too fast.Its like u blink and one second had passed -.-''' haha, yup every second of my holiday counts....even if its damn sien.

Latest update is that I'm still looking for jobs to do since i turned down an internship offer that paid RM400 and mainly because my mom didn't like the location, so in the mean time helping my friend do website design.Hope i get paid reasonably la....being broke is so sad. Mega sale but no money to shop.....sigh...no allowance somemore.Sigh...anyway i should recap what has happened during my absents.

Had a great time during Jamie's birthday....had enough liquor to get me spinning.Had dinner at a korean BBQ restaurant to celebrate Jamie's Bday with Peter and the cyberjaya gang renting a kancil just to join us.It was such a fun celebration, the boss gave us a free bottle of korean so jiu liquor and even had the shop assistance joining in with us when we were singing the birthday song.By then we already consumed 3 small bottles...but it tasted great.

We even went to sanctuary @ the curve to have a second round while taking vodka shots in the ice bar.Had 2 and a half myself...boy was it hot....u could feel it burning in the stomach after that. But it took the whole ride home before i got dizzy.It must have been the coldness of the ice bar that kept us leveled till we got home.Surprisingly...no hangover the next morning.

The next thing was we had a dinner to celebrate G's birthday at 1u the other day. Had dinner at vietnam kitchen and we had a great time chatting about everything from robbery to car jacking to even our trip at Phuket. yup...that trip alone i think we can talk about it for at least a year.Even when we were watching Surf Up....we identified a scene of the beach just like phi phi island...lol....see phuket again.

So far been doing some reading...and watching HOUSE at home. Finally reach season 3 already but still havent completed downloading.Downloads been slow....Streamyx is slow...so all i cna do is wait and wait till its done lor.

To someone who will never know the existence of this

2007-06-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

I learned to ignore your rudeness
I learned to adapt to your blurness
I learned to keep quiet when I'm in the car you're driving
I wished you were more sensitive
I hate it when u raise your voice
I cant stand your ignorance
I am annoyed by your lack of patience
but then it is not up to me to choose
Nobody is perfect anyway....not even me
Happy Fathers Day!

I'm back...

2007-06-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

Its been one and a half weeks since i got back from phuket.My appologies for not updating sooner but i have been really busy *ahem* and lazy. Time really flies....its already the forth week of my holidays already...and yet, not even half the list of chores i wrote have been completed.*sigh* time to start time management mode.

By now, everyone and I myself is sober from the trip's drinking(with pictures to prove) , met yanzi when she came , saw Zai Zai left for the states and of course settled my cousins wedding.The only unsettled part is my FYP.Been praying that MC wont sms or email me anytime soon coz i've still not completed reading all the methods available.Been so busy enjoying myself that its kinda hard to do literature research when your mood is so perked. I guess from now on...life will go back to its super pace.....should get things done anyway.

Looking back at all those pictures and video's we took during the trip, i'd say its the most i've taken in years. but then those video's are scary.....shall be kept as P&C. My mom would freak out knowing the amount of booze we had consume to get those footage.But its really some memories we had back there.Good memories and of course some not so good for some....anyway, its always things we know that makes us grow stronger.

Will get somewhere to post(Not flickr, too few spots...200 pics? mind you i have at least 400 pics.) the pics and will link it there when i'm done.whats a trip without pictures to share eh?

This trip is to our 10 years of friendship and many more to come. 4 days of vacation a lifetime of memories ;)

btw..bye zai, glad to hear you've arrived in the states safely. Hope u found your luggage :) U might miss Jamie's Bday , but we will see u at Jo's Bday .

alone time

2007-05-27T21:38:00.001+08:00

Today have been a rather interesting day. Visited Kenneth's work place today as he took lunch off to accompany me to 1u to deal for the ipod.Met his colleague Claudia who was rather friendly. Then there was the uncle who wasn't exactly an uncle since he look late30's early 40's with 2 kids a wife and a maid on tow.....but gosh....he owns a Mac book PRO!!! sigh....only prob now is that i didn't read that the ipod 3g needs a firewire to charge it.Guess i'll have to go find one before i can start using it.But the things were in great condition and the remote and headphones were superb!

My parents are out for a wedding dinner.Been out of invitation cards for years now.....but i'll be attending a rather rushed wedding dinner of my cousin brother. No need explain also u should be able to guess la....9th June, thats 2 weeks from now leh....he is 29(yup,same age with stefanie sun) and his bride.....i think is 2 years younger than me. Hope they're happyla.....we expected a wedding soon.....but then not this soon. Cant wait to see my parents reaction when they find out...as of now...they're not back from dinner yet..LOL!

Eating Korean noodles with Ronald Cheng's 2007 CNY movie on VCD...super lame and funny.Its good to be at home alone with all the quietness.....so fun.I can finally blast the TV set...ooo....perhaps i could watch Justin's concert VCD later....hmn....good idea. Phone's been ringing off the hook for my parents.Its always like this when they're not around....and i've got to explain why i'm home...sigh.Jaga rumahmar.....what to do.

Haven't packed for my trip yet.Bought my sunblock which cost a fortune.Jamie is sick....hope she gets well real soon...if not she might have probs getting on plane with flu.still cant remember where i placed my travellers pouch...but i'll go look for it again tomorrow.

Fingers Crossed :)

2007-05-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

Finally i can start my holiday.Eventhough my holidays was suppose to start right after my exams on friday, i only had the shortlived 2 days holiday which i squeezed 11 episodes of house and a day out with my roomies....after that it was googling+reading+writing+charting for the next 5 days(which 2 days was spent going to and fro to meet lecturer in UNI) for my F*cking FYP which is not even supposed to start till next sem. Mind u...i'm doing work 4 months in advance.Dunno its good or bad.lets hope it gives me a big big headstart.

After slogging for the past week, here i am with MC as my supervisor and topic called plagiarism detection system. The topic is fine with me , at least i know what i'm doing.Only problem is how am i gonna do it is a problem...but i'll do my best to do it the best i can. I've got another classmate doing the same topic under different lecturer......just hope i can do as well if not better than them :) thank god MC is quite a nice *ahem* lad , so i get 1 week free to enjoy Phuket and of course Stefanie's gig at the curve.ooo....a big thank you to sio ru for the trouble of getting the tix and sorry for not checking with the others if they have the card anot.

Gathering with the I2B58 gang was fun.Girls day out. 1 session of K @ Neway 1u, then a LAME movie called NEXT which we aptly named it AFTER for its sequel(no..thats not the name of the sequel....we just felt it sound better than NEXT2) .Gonna miss all of them for the next 4 months....but i guess everybody will be busy with our own things.Theres always MSN!

Jo discovered a new place(ok..at least for us la) at uptown called Naili's Place. The funny thing is that if u add a L in Naili u'll get Lilian spelt backwards....haha. there's this bald guy there who sings romanized un-decipherable chinese songs with a live band...pretty funny guy i'd say...he tried to mesmerize our table coz we were talking way too loud,haha......he even got Jo to sing Tian Mi Mi on stage......i salute the fella. Oh...not forgetting there was this G.A.Y(i'm sorta 99% sure they are...dont ask why) birthday boy celebrating his bday there yesterday,what an interesting place.

Tomorrow's gonna be an interesting day. I saw this post on ebay yesterday for a 30gb 3g ipod with a dead batt + the remote and headphones for RM119. Being a terrible bidder and a bargain hunter,i smsed the fella with a lower offer.obviously he declined but we striked a deal to meet up at 1u tomorrow for COD and if everything goes well....I'll have a 3g ipod for a portable HD.but in the mean time....we're still figuring how to stop the bidding process so we can deal tomorrow..... but after 3 hours of refreshing my page...the buy it now have not changed...so i guess we shall wait and seela. curious to see how the uncle looks like....so nice fella to buy it for is expecting wife...perhaps he have a 3 years old son by now.

This is what I'm gonna be buying.

I'm finally gonna be doing my laundry tomorrow coz i'm seriously out of clothes since i couldn't find time to wash them last week.must remember to dig for my travelers pouch somewhere in my room tomorrow.Shall ask for an overdraft.....I'm broke. Nite ppl.Shall blog when i'm free.Have a great weekend.

I'm Back!

2007-05-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

After 2 or more long grueling weeks of stressful + partial insomnia + lifelessness + sucky food prone exam period,i'm glad just to be home.Kinda too tired to blog still....so i'll update on the previous happenings in my following blog later on...till then, happy holidays people!

You've been away from home too long when....

You feel that the 2 hour trip back home doesn't seem so long afterall
You get a blister on your hand just by bringing your dirty clothes back
You grin just by looking at the full bar connection on your phone
There is an inch thick dust on the floor and everything else
You are no longer angry with Streamyx
Your speaker never sound so good
Your moms voice no longer annoys u
You turn into shrek (my mom says my face is green)
Your msn nick has these 3 words:

HOME SWEET HOME!

It's 3AM I must be lonely.....

2007-04-03T03:17:00.000+08:00

Nottingham University never sleeps. Me included of course. It doesn't mean u gotta be on campus to not sleep. I was finally home for the weekend after 3 weeks on campus and i've lost 2 KG :) After clocking in 10 hours of sleep on Thursday night, i lived through 3 hours of sleep throughout the weekend to finish my Concurrency assignment. In between i managed to buy a new CD player (which is now in my mom's custody), catch a movie and have a dinner with my friends, postponed a yumcha session with K, lived through a virus scare and finally get my hands on the Stefanie album that Ming has been keeping for me.

Watched 300 the other day in separate seats, felt kinda weird with that arrangement but somehow we forgot that it was a public holiday and at 12 pm we only managed these seats for the 4.10pm session.So better than nothing la. Supposed to register as a voter for the next election by march, but missed it totally coz i forgot Saturday was a holiday....so i guess i wont be voting the next time around. Ate at SOHO in 1utama for dinner.I'd say its so so only....food is average, serving small, atmosphere OK but slightly pricey. Could have been better. But then , in this case, its not the food, atmosphere or place that matters. Its the people I'm with that matters the most and the time spent is worth every cent.

After finally passing up my first assignment for the semester, I've still got 2 individual and 3 group projects on tow.Don't know how I'm gonna make it but I'll somehow have to try my very best to complete everything before the dateline within these two weeks. Still trying to read up on the materials and working out the best solutions for my assignments. The only happy thing I'm gonna have this week is the GOOD FRIDAY public holiday!! but then, its not like its gonna make any difference coz I'll still be stuck in my ~~oven~~ room doing my stupid assignments.

Sitting in the SA(Student association) lounge with air-cond doing my assignment with my roomies can be a real fun thing.Perhaps the FREE pool table nearby is the only exercise i get here nowadays. Still too afraid to go play basketball because theres these weird insects giving ppl the itch, so don't think its nice to be caught scratching right? Guitar lessons are getting more and more fun now.Perhaps I sorta de-stress when i go for classes even though its always very stressful thinking about the class when i don't practice enough. Oh yeah....my Guitar tutor crew cut-ed his hair, something about saving on shampoo ^^"

No class tomorrow but theres meeting to attend.Gonna sleep soon. Night ppl. I'm now nocturnal.

麻坡的华语

2007-03-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

One of the most creative songs in reason times. Funny and creative.Go watch.

Friends, Assignments, Karma and Music.

2007-03-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

The new Stefanie Sun album is finally out. Get yours now!

I'm really glad that even when I'm stuck in the middle of NOTTINGHAM jungle, I'm still able to own the album(with free gifts in tow).So here is a very big thank you to Ming for making this possible.I owe you one girl :) But in the mean time i have to thank Dennis for sending the torrent so i can own a copy of the album(2 days ago before it was even launched) and listen to it here.So u cant exactly charge me of piracy coz.....I already own the album...muahahaha...evil right? See...the powers of friendship during emergency.Ok...it might not be emergency to you, but it is for me....and my friends know the importance of that which makes me really happy to have friends like them =P

I've been cheating myself to have free time to watch the prestige yesterday night and also to blog now. I've been having classes and meetings 6 days a row,even my Sundays are used to do my assignments. So busy man.....kinda regret going into reputable uni....it comes with no time and no life. Somehow, if i manage to juggle through everything this semester .... I'd believe i can do miracles.

Its interesting to see Karma in life. Yes, no kidding. Not on me yet (i hope not), but on some other ppl. For instance one of my lecturers who is known to be a terribly sarcastic bloke with poisonous tongue surprisingly needs to be admitted to the hospital for 2 weeks.He even added, if u don't see me back in 2 weeks, I'd most probably be in heaven by then. Somehow, we humans do feel sad no matter how terrible the person is. But then after yesterdays class, he even thanked us for going to his replacement class.....which was shocking and he didn't start his sarcasm at all.Perhaps its the same case like my other lecturer who was rather snobbish until the time he almost died of a heart attack, now....he not only treat everyone as friends, he even helped me with my assignment problems. So you see, when karma hits, it gives us a take 2 in live to be the person we should be.....I'm just hoping its all for the better, a wake up call is enough.....don't take that poor guys life no matter how ppl hate him.

On a lighter note, i cheated the clock again the other day by going to watch our uni's tallent quest (something like american idol) which was actually the first time i joined something in uni. Quite an interesting event,some sang well, some just dont know what they're limits are and well, the winner was a nigerian, so i guess it shows the power of nigeria in our campus, even the now infamous JOJO loses to him.Oh....and theres actually interesting things i found out through SR. I have no idea how a place like Semenyih can brew scandals.....even scandals as far as Johor to KL to semenyih can travel.....worst still,its got to do with someone i know.what a small small world.Can't wait to get back to hear all the stories I've missed.

Counting down......7 days till i get back to civilization.Till then, the album will keep me company.

In the jungle the mighty jungle......I sleep tonight

2007-03-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

Not going back this weekend.Loads of Assignments + Projects + Meetings to attend to...and of course because I've got Artificial Intelligence Method class first thing tomorrow morning. Glad that I had a good dinner away from cafeteria.I swear the food now taste the same to me.Try having almost the same thing for lunch and dinner almost twice a day....you do that 1 week and i bet you'll feel the same.

Manage to find some wonderful Stefanie Sun stuff on a Chinese You-Tube looking page but of course, its in Chinese and I've got some problems moving around.Downloaded the software that supposingly claim is able to download the video but somehow, i can't find the button to get it to work. It's either my Chinese sucks or the program is a con. Most probably both LOL!

Don't think I'll be blogging much for the next few weeks unless i get something real interesting to write about.I miss everyone to bits back in PJ. Wonder how was Jamie's trip to HK. ~~I do hope D manage to buy the mag with Stefanie in the cover i wanted from Singapore~~ and yes, he really bought it :) perhaps that will keep me sane through the next 2 weeks of ~~stuck in the middle of the jungle~~ campus life.Till then, enjoy the clip below :)

Stefanie Sun's new Song Against The Light MTV. Enjoy!

Finally Found It!

2007-03-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Stefanie Sun & SHE during the SHE Singapore Concert!

where did my weekend go?

2007-03-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

My time spent at home is getting lesser and lesser.On average i spend less than 48hours a month at home.thats because I've got ~~annoying~~ 9am Artificial Intelligence Method class to attend on selected Saturday mornings....so it sorta leave me with 2 options. 1) catch the 4.30pm bus and go through a ppl pack 2 hour journey switching from train to train on a Saturday evening for a less than 24hours duration stay at home or 2) stay on campus and forget the idea of going home (through traffic and all) for the weekends while imagining whats playing on TV. Sad isn't it.....but then thats a small price to pay for trying to graduate with a degree right? yeah....i gripe alot lately..but the only thing i can do is blog.

The only consolation i got was that i packed my stuff and went home on Thursday night last week so that i could balance my life and spend more time at home.I guess I'm kinda lucky to be home on Thursday night coz it rained the heaviest I've seen in months.My mom came back all drenched and i took video's from my house which show how heavy the rain was and the strong winds.....but then, you'll have to wait awhile before i upload it :P

As usual my weekends now consists of the most important stocking up shopping trip every week i get back home.It's either Giant or Tesco and I'll be buying lotsa instant noodles,milks and biscuits.the new addition now is yogurt...by now i guess if you've noticed me getting rounder...you know where and what made me the way i am now.the answer is DAIRY PRODUCTS! i guess long after puberty hits, every dairy content you take in will somehow not digest any more.we cant grow vertical anymore, so it becomes horizontal lor......what to do, cafeteria food sucks.

My trips to Tesco has been getting more and more interesting.Ok...i guess i try to make it interesting la.Besides looking at what ppl buy in their shopping cart, i also enjoy looking at the stuff they have for offer.....kinda starting to be like an auntie liao.Bargain hunting is fun.I'll end my post here with some interesting photo's.

Traffic Light Peppers (BTW i hate their smell....wont eat them)

Yeah..no kidding the real Japanese Tofu in a tetra pack!

You could cut it out and it'll be in a piece cool!

....and all these years my mom made me think this was Japanese Tofu.Its called Egg Tofu.

This is chicken cube made from real chicken but with plenty of MSG.

This is chicken cube made from synthetic chicken flavor but with no MSG.

So it's really up to you....you wanna die eating chicken cubes made of Synthetic Chicken with no MSG or chicken cubes made of real Chicken but with plenty of MSG....you make the choice.

AGAINST THE LIGHT

2007-03-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

My Msn nick started a ruckus during the holidays when my roomies thought i found someone and were happy for me only to find out after the holidays when i got back that it was none other than Stefanie's new album slogan.LOL! I'm still wondering what made them think that way.....is it because I wrote it in Chinese? Don't think so right? This is what i wrote:

2007年的这一道光，我逆着光，即使痛得刺眼...却看见了希望，看见了爱我的人，看见了我爱的人...我愿意去相信，我会永不放弃.

Translation: This trail of light in 2007, I go against the light even though how much it hurts the eye....I see hope, i see the ppl who love me, I see the people I love.....I'm willing to believe, I will never give up.

Its so.....motivating.I don't feel that it is any declaration of love or announcement of love found in it at all.Its so filled with 希望. Well....now that the air is cleared and the disappointment is over, everything have gone back to normal.Don't worry, If i really find one, I'd definitely tell u all....REALLY!*with big big eyes*

I guess Stefanie's song have never failed to touch my heart.She's the only person in this world who successfully make me take out RM150 to buy her album...and still feel its worth every single cent i spent. I guess if she would sing a whole album in English, I'd buy it even if it costs RM100 for 10 songs...she sings great in English! *grins*I just cant wait to buy her new album 逆光 Against the Light which is suppose to come out on the 21st of march 2007....unfortunately I'll be stuck on campus till the 30th.Just hope when i get back I'd still be able to get her album...hopefully the Taiwan version :) After going through so much trouble securing her previous album(had to ask ppl to go singapore to look for it) I'd really keep my fingers crossed that I'd be able to get it here.But in the meantime i can be happy for a while that i got to download her new song(which is a radio recording courtesy of some really nice fan club member ) and listen to it 24/7 till i get my hands on the album.My roomies(new converts...LOL!) loves the song too....HURRAY!

AGAINST THE LIGHT 逆光
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也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱静静在风里打转
离开释怀很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答

我不要困难把我们集散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我依然留下

有一曙光那瞬间是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我不要困难把我们集散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我依然留下

有一曙光那瞬间是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我以为我对后退反复证明
这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑忍住眼泪
睁开眼打开窗才发现你就是光芒

有一曙光那瞬间是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见 yeah~eh~eh
那是泪光那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

Last day of the month..........

2007-02-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

Do people who were born on the 29th February celebrate their birthdays on the 28th February or 1st March. I've always wondered about that. But then it doesn't matter la, maybe they can celebrate on both days also.

Today was a busy day, woke up to do my sequential diagram, met with my supervisor for our group project, met with the tech guy in our university to discuss about the possibility of us getting a space to host our files(which we got in the end) and Went to watch the mischievous Lion Dance in our University, then back to my room to do my work.I'm glad that my flu is better....way better than expected, so I'm on the road to recovery.But workload is now starting to pour in.

I'm now blogging in tiscra1 (the comp lab) ,connection in the room sucks and aircond here is way better than the stale air.Lots of people around here, its way more than the amount of ppl here during examination period.Mostly friendster, youTube and messaging here.

Wont be able to go back this weekend , but i hope i'll be well enough to do some sports.I'm starting to get rounder.....and thats not a good thing.I guess i'll miss the TV and the internet connection the most.

WanTon producing CNY.

2007-02-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

Don’t you just hate it when Chinese New Year is not over yet(at least the holiday mood isn’t) but you’ve got sick and yet have to drag yourself to classes no matter how much u hate it? Nothing beats having a WanTon factory(FLU driven nose) which packs about one pack of tissue paper an hour. I’ve even gone to the point of using toilet rolls, coz its more economical and at least its tender to my poor nose and the WanTon doesn’t burst that easily(go figure). At least i know i’m still okay since i’ve still got my sense of humor intact.

CNY had been fun. Did many crazy stuff, laughed alot, ate alot, weather also hot....TV sucked but it was a good break from campus. I was telling my dad that ppl balik kampung during CNY but i go back town, when ppl go back town after CNY , I balik Kampung Semenyih......*sigh* thats realityla....but i wont be enjoying also if i'm at home now, even the best food taste bland with FLU.

If you’ve been wondering y i haven’t been blogging for quite sometime now, coz i’ve been lazy and i’m actually trying to get a new page up but its still in its experimental stages. Not sure when will it be done but hopefully with the little bit time i can find here and there, i should be able to finish it in a month or two.In the mean time i’ll be busy with my projects and assignments, if the connection here is Okay, you’ll see me blogging more often.

So to everyone out there, a HAPPY BELATED CNY!!

To a better , brighter 2007!

2007-01-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

Had a fun night last night.I would say the people you're with will determine how much fun you get. No bottles were uncorked last night.....perhaps this is the first celebration we had without any alcoholic beverages. This is a good start to the new year i figure, because i think i drink too much already. Besides, I should be drinking tonight anyway ;)

Going to the curve wasn't a problem at all, no jam, ample parking spaces fewer than normal people walking around. Perhaps its because we were there as early as 6pm. Walked around looking at stuff and let SR get some of her (ahem) "Stuff" done.By 7.30pm, the boys were still not there yet, so we went to take our reserved seats at Kenny Rogers and waited for them to arrive before eating dinner.After that we sat and chatted awhile before going into the cineplex for the movie.

The movie was awesome. Night at the museum was boring at first but it got interesting with its wide cast list and great dialogs. Who would have thought that a T-rex was as tame as a puppy? Oh...and the dumb dumb love gum gum thing was rather cute.Love the part where Ben Stiller was shouting in "his own made up" HUN at Attila the Hun and the facial expression of a very confused Attila the Hun was priceless. Somehow, the Hun language sounded kinda Malay to me...weird.

Just as we finished our movie, we made our way to the road outside looking for the best place to see the fireworks. We made up our mind to stay under the connecting bridge between Ikano and Curve coz we would be able to see both sides of the empty space if it was to shoot at either side of the sky. We busied ourselves with the digital camera,*wink* as always and waited for the time the pyrotechnic starts.

It was a wonderful display of colors on the sky. While people where enjoying the fireworks, (thank god for the invention of digital cameras) we attempted our very own group photo with the fireworks behind which was greeted with stares from other visitors but it still turned out great.I recorded a portion of the fireworks on my very lag and blur camera phone and for every fireworks that was shot into the sky, i cannot help but imagine my university fees being burned cause The Curve and University Of Nottingham are both under the same company.Loved the spiral fireworks the most......it looked great.

After watching the whole thing, we hugged each other and wished Happy New Year among ourselves and took more pictures.We jumped into our respective cars only to start the new year with a massive jam in front of Tesco. We officially moved 10 meters in 1 hour.The rest of the time we were stuck either at the parking area or at traffic light.It usually took 5 minutes to get all the way to the LDP,yesterday we took 2 hours to get there.Mr.min was lucky that they parked at the edge of the road so they got out to Island Cafe in ss2 in 10 minutes.At that time our car and J's car was still in Tesco coming out of the car park. After 2 drinks later, they called us only to find out we were still outside Tesco.So they went to the cyber cafe while waiting for us.

Only later on did we know that Mr.min and KR was reserving 8 seats for us while there was a long queue outside......pity them la...no wonder they felt bad and went to the cyber cafe instead of taking up space.When we arrived 2 hours later, the place was still pack but we still found a table. By then all of us were half asleep and trying hard to stay awake, but when the camera is out again, everyone was awake again.Took more pictures and when it was close to 4am, we bade farewell to ZY who was to board the 8am flight back to China and went our respective ways home.

In the car when heading back home, we talked about what has been in 2006 and what we expect in 2007.I'm very happy that we have all grown closer with each other.Now we will miss each other when we don't meet at least once a week.I'll be back to Semenyih on Tuesday after my Cousins wedding Dinner.So it'll be 2 and a half weeks before i'll be back in PJ again.

The beautiful spiral firework display.....

....and of course the Jam that comes with it.

D364 of Y2K6

2006-12-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

Time flies....really, i mean it. It was just like yesterday we were all playing foam at Sunway Pyramid waiting for the countdown to 2006. Its been 364 days and I can smell the new year coming already. But then, I'm still the same person I am 364 days ago and still am sane ,lame & sarcastic just as before.

Overall this year had been an OK & fun year. Started the year with a bottle of beer in hand and loads of foam all over.Turned 22 gracefully with a nice,quiet and sweet(thanks ppl) birthday celebration. Went through IELTS not knowing what to expect(and getting an overall 7.0 for it).Watched and got YZ's signature again when she performed at Lowyat.Missed her concert in Genting because of exams. Successfully gotten my life back together and ~~escaped~~ graduated from ~~hell~~ college with an advance diploma in tow.

The few happier things are being able to fulfill one of my(cant really remember which years) new year resolution of learning extremely basic Japanese.Proving to everyone my worth by getting into Nottingham University Malaysia(2006's new year resolution fulfilled) and of course gaining a whole bunch of lifelong friends from university and experiencing quality alone time without my mom nagging in the background while living on campus. Not forgetting my new laptop that is about the cost of a healthy human liver from the black market in India. Of course the newest would be the marriage of my cousin and her husband after 5 years together.

I don't think I'll be setting any new year resolution this year.I just wish that my friendship with all my different groups of friends will stay on forever and try to do my best in everything i attempt successfully :) To good health, hopes and dreams.......May year 2007 be a year to remember, just as much as 2006 will be!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!!

Shocker...

2006-12-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

Just got home after a very event filled day with only 4 hours of sleep. Since ZY came back to malaysia for holidays, we(me, SR, W2 , Mr.min and KR which join later) decided to have a small gathering.So we went for A K session at Neway 1U , watched Love wreck in cineleasure and then had dinner at Only Mee in 1U.

The biggest surprise of the day was SR's new car that she kept as a secret from everyone for a month. Her dad(without everyone not knowing including her mom) got her a new red coloured SUZUKI SWIFT for her 22nd birthday. It came as a big surprise as it was droved right into her porch with a bow on it and the salesman just passed the keys to her wishing her happy birthday. The funny thing was her mom was actually wondering which rich guy actually went through the trouble to get her a new car for her birthday not knowing it was her husbands idea.....hmn....SR , i think auntie knows alot also leh...better watch out :P

Gosh...the guys were way more surprised than we were.When asked to point the car in the car park, playfully Mr.min pointed at the SWIFT thinking it was definitely way out of the budget.....when she nodded her head i saw that shock look on their faces.I & W2 was shown the keys earlier,with the big "S" on it and the red key chain, i knew it had to be a swift, so nothing is shocking anymore.Especially we know how much her dad loves her.

Next shocking news was about ZY's 3 months relationship with his GF in China.Very interesting story indeed.Wont be typing the whole thing out, but its just as good as a scene in a Taiwan drama.Haiyo....even SR wanna take up lessons from his GF. Brave-nya, SR if u're reading this, dont learn lor....i think u super brave liao...with or without alchohol...hehehe.

Have our whole plan for New Years Eve sorted.So it'll be Food, Movie and Fireworks.We tried booking more posh placs for dinner but it would be 70++ for buffet dinner which isn't our plan.so we booking a place in of all places Kenny Rogers in The Curve.We actually playfully just find out if we could book to makan on New years eve anot and they actually can leh...first time i hear fast food outlet can book.But i think if we booked a table(not a place like for birthday or stuff) at KFC or Mc'D's would have been more shocking :)

Drink , drank......now moving on.

2006-12-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Finally,I'm awake from all the drinking at w2's house on Christmas eve till Christmas morning.Its the 10th anniversary of our friendship coz we were there exactly 10years ago on mid-autumn fest when we all still fit in our primary school uniforms.One hell of a crazy night.....couldn't say it was happenin' but it was definitely fun. Our sleepover was really a sleepover to some (you know who you are) but the rest of us were way hyper. I cant even remember how much i drank, but all in all after waking up in the morning and checking out the box, we finished 9 bottles out of a dozen red wines we bought.If not mistaken, there wasn't many who were really drinking either....creepy!

We were at first worried how come our turn out was so poor(W2 organised it) compared to W2's sisters friends, but in the end when all her sisters friends left, then only the real party started.We ate roast lamb and drank to a few awkward discussion of one of W2's sisters friends gender(erm....we later found out it was a he) .We exchanged gifts we got for the person we draw represented by numbers on the spot and in the end, my gift went to ZL( i bought a cup and a tiny soft toy coz i really dunno what to get for a person who might be a girl or a guy) and I got SR's wonderful and creative present.She actually printed her name and the date on a pillow.....way cool! I'll upload it when i take a pic of it.Even the packaging was handmade.Gosh...i think she's in the wrong line of workleh.....

After that everything went hyper with the games and also drinks that came along. We even got SR and W2 to kiss each other(AGAIN) with pictures and videos to proof it.It gets crazy with a few drinks, theres always interesting and crazy stuff happening when SR drinks ;) From then the party got more members.What better way to put it other than Ming's words when she woke up in the morning :

"Eh, how come got another 3 guys on the mattress one?"

Well, somehow in the middle of the night,when we were all drinking (and you now know "who" was sleeping) , J called up and then E's ex-BF ZY and friend KR tagged along and before we know it we (ok, only 3 of us) of awake ppl were driving down the hill from W2's house in the middle of the night on a lamp-less road to lead them all up to the house again. We did that twice and once we even bought chips from the petrol station glass counter.The attendant refused to open the door, so the only thing we could do was to name the items and he would pass it through the small hole in the glass.Kinda funny, its been years since the last time we did something like that.

We continued with our games and all the drinking and by almost 5 am I was already bluring big time.Thanks to the half glass punishment(after not sure how many glasses already), i was floaty. Even the next punishment the kind guys had to finish it for me.Last thing i know was i made my way to the toilet,puked some stuff out and headed back to W2's bed and fell asleep on that spot till 10am in the morning.I even asked where W2 had slept the night before not knowing she had been sleeping next to me the whole night.

I understand how 4 girls can pack into w2's king size but i really have to salute the guys for sleeping on the queen size bed on the floor.How could they squeeze 4 real huge guys is still a mystery as i woke up too late to have a look myself.Mr.min would already take up about half the bed.But i got a not really clear snap shot of 3 guys on the bed which ~~i'll upload later~~ is here below.

At about 11+a.m we got everyone off the beds,those working later to the toilet and the rest of us pack our stuff before heading home with sore heads and tired faces.We girls and ZL jumped into Mr.min's car and the rest in their respective cars and headed back out to PJ after having our noisy party in one of the highest and quietest place I've been to within town. Wait till we start partying in W2's new apartment in K.Damansara thats where its gonna be louder & crazier.

With the partying over, its time i got on to studying. So theres only one more occasion to celebrate before my exams.I'm just way relieved i got my clothes for the wedding dinner already, nothing grand coz i dont think i look good in anything other than jeans but at least i got a skirt my mom liked.I guess thats all that matters for me.

campus study break.

2006-12-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

Its the third day i'm on campus during the study break , will be back home tomorrow.Been doing more studying that i will ever achieve at home, so its kinda good also la.Somehow the bed seems to be calling out to me every few minutes, so next best thing is to move to the library which is situated far enough for me to walk out to Mc'Ds from my house. Somehow, its not exactly a good idea either.

Sitting in the library now,trying to study but here got worst distraction than in my room in hostel.God knows what they're trying to do but they're banging and soldering and burning. Somehow it stinks and its noisy here.Argh....its as if u can run but u cant hide.(i've move places 2 times to avoid the noise and smell, the 3rd, i'll be moving back to my room) So i'll be going back to my room soon or i'll die of some inhalation disorder.

Cant wait to go back home tomorrow so that i could do all those backlogged stuff that I've been trying to avoid and have been sweeping under my bed for as long as i could. Somehow theres another week before it, so time to come out and get myself mentally prepared....some things in life we just cant hide from.

Gonna be back at home for the whole of next week for the Christmas sleepover in W2's house and also my cousins wedding.So to everyone reading this:

WISHING EVERYONE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY 2007 !

I'm Fine. TQ.

2006-12-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

Feel so much better now. Its a wonder how mamak therapy works. W2 was so sweet that she brought 4 durians to my house just now from her dads orchard. Have yet to try it, but should be nice coz we could smell it in her car :) So since we were so bored, we just asked if everyone was free for a drink or something but unfortunately ming was not picking up the phone because she was watching TV, so only me, SR and W2 went for a drink at Williams.

We talked about everyone including CS and KF.(hey, we didn't talk about E la...weird) how everyone is working and hows my boring life in Uni and all.....unfortunately there isn't any updates on SR, so just too badla.Talked alot as usual and we were surprised how early our session ended. I was like expecting 1 am or something but it was only close to 12am. But then, it was like only 9 pm when we went out, so that explains it la.

Gonna have an interesting Christmas Party ;) cant wait for it.I'm just happy i can skip the same old same old gathering i go to every year.Will be back on campus on wednesday. Most likely will balik either friday or saturday la.I miss my roomies and weirdly, the library too.

Shall try to work on my assignment now. Enjoy life people. I'm OK :)

A painful lesson.

2006-12-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

Today, I lost RM 50 due to carelessness in less than 2 minutes, but i earned a lifelong lesson.

I never took whats not mine.I'll leave whatever thats not mine wherever it is and i dont care if the person after me takes it.But i know whoever lost the thing will come back to find it.But if you took it, you're the sinful one. I'm angry at myself for being careless,but I'm much more angrier at whoever who took my shopping bag. Taking whats not yours, you shall rot in hell! Even if u dont, i'm sure you'll lose twice as much as what u took. Nothing in the world you do will wipe your sins!!!

2006-12-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

Yes, I've been tagged.Thanks to Mei Keng.

Four things many don’t know:
[1] I like shopping. (who doesn't?)
[2] I would pretend I was a DJ and recorded "live recording" tapes when i was really small.
[3] I enjoy watching adverts on TV and criticising them.
[4] I was a closet rebel during my teenage years.

Four movies I can watch over and over:
[1] My sassy girl.
[2] Spygirl.
[3] Any Shrek Movies.
[4] Jumanji.

Four places I have lived:
[1] Ss2,PJ
[2] Sec.School field (from all those camps I've been)
[3] University Accomodation, Semenyih.
[4] If crashing in my friends place counts.Then Friends Houses :)

Four TV shows I love:
[1] Gilmore girls
[2] Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
[3] Any reality show (either Dance,Sing or try to kill themselves for a million)
[4] Any TVB drama....

Four places I have been on vacation:
[1] Indonesia
[2] Thailand
[3] Singapore
[4] China. (Yup,i like asia.Next place i wanna go....Vietnam or Tibet)

Four of my favourite foods:
[1] Maggi Goreng.
[2] Tiramisu.
[3] Chocolates.
[4] Hawaian Chicken.

Four places I’d rather be:
[1] Home. (talk about staying on campus on a Public Holiday)
[2] Play Pachinko in Japan.
[3] Visit the Louvre in Paris.
[4] White water rafting.(anywhere)

Currently listening to songs:
[1] Mr.Beasley (Accoustic Version) - Corrine May
[2] I'll Remember You - Tanya Chua
[3] Bad Day (Accoutic Live) - Daniel Powter
[4] 空秋千(原点片头曲) - 林宇中

Four other people who will be tagged:
[1] Suet Ling
[2] Gary Chooi
[3] Lydia
[4] Eddie (K.O)

Those of you who kena tag, you know what to dola....

One liners.

2006-12-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

Busy this whole week.
Assignments passed up on Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday.
Java Thermometer finally worked.
But the buttons didn't.
Wrote a report in less than 24 hours.
Outdid the 2000 word limit.
Relatives back from sabah.
Cousin's wedding in 19 days.
No clothes for it yet.
New family member DELL XPS M1210 arrived on sat 1209.
One month before my birthday (and the damn exams).
Kenneth got a new Satria Neo.
Arthur needs Rm1500 to complete his Final Project.
Weekend was equally busy.
New (interesting)updates on SR.
Still no Christmas card for Tutor.
Another Christmas present on pending list.
Guitar skills still suck after 2 lessons.
Can't play to save my life.
An acoustic guitar wanted for my Birthday.
Perhaps a second hand one will do.
Back at campus before sunset.
Ate better Satay in Semenyih than Kajang.
Public holiday tomorrow.
Not sure if there's food.
Studying starts tomorrow.
28days......and counting.

Panas...

2006-12-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

I'm now still on campus as i've got a truckload of assignments to do and my wonderful comp at home is has been slowly crawling because its motherboard(according to the PC guy) is slowly dying.Its super hot here but at least i know i'll have something to pass up after totally screwing my AI assignment.Never felt so dumb in my life ever.AI dont only make me feel dumb, it is super frustrating also....wonder how much we utilize when we go work next time.

It's super hot here and I'm like wearing a sleeveless shirt already and yet i'm sweating. Very tired now and my legs are now tired from the walking in PC fair and the sudden urge to go playh ball after that.Woke up this morning just in time to get on the 10.15am bus with Lynnette to go check out the stuff at PC Fair. Looks kinda messy this year, even my previous company i worked for didn't purchase a booth this time.

Had quit a limited time only to look around, so we just looked, stand, think and buy lor. I placed an order for a DELL XPS laptop only because it is within my budget.It was never my first choice but due to budget, i'll have to go for the most suitable and affordable one.I would have bought the Apple if I had another thousand and i might even consider a compaq or fujitsu too if money grew on trees.Not much things were on discountla...theres this ACER guy who tried to get me to buy his one which was rather obvious more expensive than others,thankfully Minh, my vietnam classmate who was there and saw me told me not to get any of it coz...AHEM, their hardware suck.Even lynnette's comp is prove that they dont last.

So at the end of the day, i bought rm20 worth of those back issue mags that i love, a Laptop sleeve for my "coming soon" laptop and obviously my placed order for a DELL.....A free orange pendrive bag and as usual , a bag full of paper. Missed the cute AMD headgears.Would have loved to keep one for christmas.I've not paid for my DELL yet as they'll send a courier guy to collect from my dad on monday and i'll get my lappie 2 weeks from then.~~Its a 1.83ghz intel core 2 duo processor and 1 gig ram + a 12.1 inch WXGA true life screen for RM3999~~ ~~Yup it's one ringgit short from my budget and its gonna be a real small one.~~Its now a RM4367 Intel Core 2 duo 2.0Ghz processor + 1 gig ram + DL DVD Burner + 12.1 inch WXGA truelife screen.Not exactly very appealing designla....but doesn't matter la...i shall study hard so that i can buy all the Vaio's and MacBook's i want in the future.The sleeve i bought was real cool, even Lynnette got one supposingly for SY, but unfortunately it fits her's better so now its for her ACER.

Dont exactly know if my lappie is for my house or campus,but it doesn't matter as long as i can do my programming at home or on campus and pass it up on time.Kinda sleepy now.Been having rested sleep ever since i passed up my AI assignment. My nightmares havent been appearing in my dreams for quite sometime now....which is a good sign *touch wood* .Should go bed now....long day tomorrow.Nite ppl and enjoy your weekend while i have to slog for 3 due dates next week :)

Nightmare.

2006-11-22T12:41:00.000+08:00

Been having nightmares the past two days,perhaps it must have something to do with my bottlenecked assignments. Its like i'm being stalked by a crazy person and everywhere i go...i get either a message or followed around. I cant make out the location and the ppl inside my dreams aren't my friends or anyone i know.I can feel the adrenaline rush in my dream running from here and there avoiding the person and stuff like that.It even have this part where i was going into the lift and the "stalker" was running towards the lift trying to get in but the lift closed just in time.Extremely action movie-ish,but my heart was deffinately pumping. The part that really woke me up was that someone who was supposingly coming to save me from the horrible place got his car wheels chained in the car park and on top of the car hood was written "i know what you're thinking" that was so creepy. somehow i woke up after that not knowing how the conclusion would be but glad that it was just a dream.I just hope it doesn't continue tonight...I've read about dreams like that and it aint any good.So hopefully it'll go away real soon.

Goodbye 21 Hello 22.

2006-11-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

Firstly, a very big happy birthday to SR who will still continue her forever 21 mentally even though she turns 22 today.Don't worry girl, 22 is just a number, (in my case) you'll be 23 before you know it...but i know you'll still be forever 21 ten years down the line...hehe. Whats passed is passed,move on girl. Gambatte kudasai!

Been killing many braincells in the process of my Assignments, I'm sure I'll get my PHD (pemanent head damage) before my Degree. Thankfully i had a much needed break the other night when KJ called me out for a drink the last night i was on campus.Chatted till 4am about the old times and all the wonderful memories we had during camps and all.....that sorta helped alot.*sigh* I missed those fun filled days when there weren't much to be worried about.

I have been getting less and less sleep lately and averaging at 4 hours per night ever since getting back from campus for the weekend break.Had my fair share of recorded TV programs and also time on my assignment.

(Alot Of) Killed Brain Cells + Time + Effort = Assignment(s)

(Many) Sleepless nights

Did manage to do some parts of it, but much more time is needed to perfect the functions.So time spent was worthwhile , at least my workload has decreased slightly.

The only regret of this weekend was not being able to attend yesterdays concert because everyone was busy with our own stuff.It was nice of LM for (remembering) and giving us these wonderful tickets(which costs Rm102 each) which he couldn't make it too coz he was at someones wedding, but we met up later for a drink to celebrate SR's birthday and he gave us the tickets as souvenirs.

It was indeed an unforgettable and interesting birthday for SR (and also all of us) .Can't tell most of the details but we were all packed into Jamie's car slightly before 12am with booze on hand ,laughing and chatting until the moment of truth.At least the truth is finally out and SR can finally carry on with her life.We're happy for her and T should be shot for causing all the troubles.We went to William's for a while to get sober and we left at 4am.

As usual dad locked me out AGAIN! Not on purpose but due to forgetfulness.....I guess they forgot about my existence.Wanted to come back without them knowing also cannot...but no scolding this time, coz any birthday of my primary school gang of friends they know since i was a kid is an immunity. I could have just stayed for a dim sum breakfast.....should attempt that next time...LOL!

OMG its so cool..

2006-11-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

Fender Stratocaster Hello Kitty Guitars

These guitars are way cool!I like the black one. What a way to encourage more rock chicks. I wonder if they're sold in Malaysia.Bet it cost a bomb. They even set up a website to learn guitar online. Perhaps they should have an acoustic version, i might probably consider getting one even though its so not me.

Headache-nya....

2006-11-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Supposed to be spending my weekend at uni doing my assignments but was forced to come back home to take my acceptance letter because those "D²" (not the garment label but my short form for dumb dumbs) in my uni actually put my students particulars in the year one records where I'm supposed to be placed in the year two records. Thanks to them I have to make my way back home to get it before going through hell(expected) next week getting them to change my status.

Even though its a foreign uni, it still works like those counters in any government agencies in our country. Its like when u want to get things done and u approach counter A, they'll point u to counter B, and then C and then D and till u get so confused, you go back to A and they tell u a whole new story all together and point u somewhere else. Annoying,but being born and bred here... its just something we learn to live with.Perhaps complaining will bring you through another round of pointing game...so why bother.

With 3 assignments(at blog time) in tow and less than a month left before dateline, i start to feel that college life was so relaxed. I used to be able to do my assignments in the last 2 days before due date and score but now,only research alone takes up a week.Its irritating that you know how the damn program supposed to work but coming out with a functional code is killing me.Even a course mate of mine has decided to only take half the overall marks without killing more brain cells because he just cannot bear with trying and trying to make the darn thing work so he decided to pass up only the report without the coding part.Worst thing is that every subject i have has to be programmed with Java language whether its artificial intelligence or database.

Its interesting how i reacted when i opened my room door to find that my TV was missing. It didn't even get me angry knowing that my parents has hijacked it from my room because "you're not at home also what, what for have it in your room....not like you have chance to watch it?". No doubt it sounded quite true I sort of didn't care anymore(i would have made the biggest fuss if it happened last time)....it felt strange but i couldn't care less, I'd be happy if the codes for the stupid AI 8-puzzle assignment will magically pop-up in my dreams tonight even if i have to sacrifice my TV for it.At least I know I'll have one less coding to produce and (a much needed)proper sleep at night.

I spend my lab classes doing nothing.

2006-10-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

Its annoying that my lecturer doesn't teach anything in lab classes.The idiot just sits there, not talking to anyone, not assigning anything to do and the whole class (me included) just sits there and wait for something to happen. It wouldn't kill to tell us what the hell you're doing.At least have the courtesy to assign something for us to do instead of us staring at each other not knowing what to do.I'd rather spend the time sleeping or even read a good book.At least i know i'm doing something worthwhile.

Blogging in class,
LiliaN.

2006-10-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

The no brainer weekend

Its my second day of holiday and i'm making full use of it.I spent the whole day out yesterday just hanging around and chatting with my friends.My parents still dont get it how we can spend so much time together talking and laughing....but i guess fitting in a karaoke + lunch session, a movie together and a steamboat buffet dinner till late is making full use of every minute together.Got home after getting a rather "not very happy that you're out till late" phone call from my parents hoping for the worst but surprisingly it wasnt because i was out till late but because they were angry with each other and they needed someone to scream at (that would be me) instead of each other.

Oh yeah...there was this kinda cute incident when we were lining up for tickets to watch "John Tucker must Die".There was this guy in line in front of us and he was with his GF who was *shocker* almost half a head taller than him and he was even shorter that the shortest friend i have around.The funny part was, they were enjoying themselves showing affection and all and at one point, he jumped up to give his GF a peck on her cheeks.....So sweet. It was soooo cute. But after that we were thinking that if he had to kiss his girlfriend on the lips,how leh? get a chair ar? Well....i do hope my other half will be at least as tall as i am or taller.Watching such things in public is cute and sweet but if it ever happens to me...i wont know how to react lor...damn paiseh.

Today overall was a super slow day.I slept almost the whole day except for the meal times and in the night which i spent at my aunts house for dinner.Its like sleep, wakeup, eat,sleep, wakeup, eat....so it kinda goes with my no brain weekend plan.Its been a long long time since the last time i did that.But i think i'll let myself enjoy this one last day before starting to go back to my books and assignments. Its like recharging rechargable batteries.I really need exercise, perhaps i should go jogging tomorrow morning. Hope i can wake myself upla.

I'm proud to say no ~~animals~~ brain cells were harmed in the process of typing this entry :)

2006-10-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

I'm finally on my first long holiday after starting U life. The day started terribly but it gets better as it progresses. I waited for the 10am feeder bus for an hour before it finally came.Thankfully i wasn't rushing.A few of us called the drivers and the supervisors and they were all playing the blaming game. The driver said it wasn't his problem and he didnt know about it, the supervisor said ok, i'll get back to you after sorting things out and switched off his phone after we tried to call him 10 minutes later....how irresponsible.There were only 4 of us waiting for the bus, so i guess we weren't that important lor...but after looking for the SA manager, he got the supervisor on the phone(finally) and got them to send a bus right away.After that everything was smooth flowing.

Lazed around the late afternoon watching last weeks episode of Realiti.I'm a supporter of malaysian made movies or drama as long as they are of quality production and Realiti is really something i get hooked on because it gets more and more mysterious and of course the cast is great.Perhaps i enjoy asian flavoured stuff, dont like those one tree hill , OC kinda stuff. I dont know if its because i outgrow it or perhaps i just dont feel the connection or the messages its conveying.But i'll never ever get bored of Gilmore Girls....and i cant wait to watch tomorrows episode.I love the sarcasm and the speedy dialog.....just wonderful :)

Its raining finally and theres fireworks outside my window.....yay!So fun....what a combination.Tomorrows gonna be a no brainer day for me.Going Neway 1u for a K session and most prob hang around to do some shopping.We'll see....at least my AI programming assignment will have to wait.

2006-10-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

I seem to have the worst luck.

Its just plain annoying that its already that close to holiday you can practically smell it and you've still got an assignment sitting in your room waiting for you to complete it.What gets worst is that the internet connection gets on your nerves and the annoying electric in your dorm room is playing tricks with you. I've been sitting in the lab for the pass 2 and a half hours because the stupid plugs in my room is not working and so no computer for me to use for my assignment. Just as i think the worst is over, i realise all my files are in my computer because i was too tired to back it up into my iPod last night, so i'm practically typing aimlessly at this moment and waiting for the chance to piece back my assignment together.

Still cant find my keys.I no longer remember where i put it.And i dont have a picture of it to post online.I miss my keys and of course the keychain. I'm just thankful its not my hostel keys i lost coz that would have cost me some money and my mom would definately be way more angry.Somehow i can run but i cant hide, so this weekend when i get back, i'm ready for scolding.Its just so sad i have to lose my keys in such a way.Just pure forgetful and tonnes of bad luck.

I'm so tired now.Java is one of my most hated subjects.It leaves me drained.I noticed i havent been exercising for the past 2 weeks.But then i'm just too tired and busy to do that.With my assignments half way through, I shall just head to bed after this class.Its gonna be a long long night.

2006-10-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

Multitasking (WARNING! long post ahead!)

Just got home after another busy day today. Attended 2 birthday parties of 3 friends from 2 seperate groups and at each end of the LDP within the night. Damn tired now but due to all the food and talking,I'm rather wide awake.I'll at least have to stay up till i digest the 2 pieces of cake i ate.

The day started with me doing my laundry as early as 9 in the morning followed by breakfast with the newspaper(which i miss dearly ever since i moved into campus) and then a trip to pick up my moms friend(who didn't turn up due to some miscommunication) before sending mum for her dunno what meeting.Ended up at digital mall to look see as i've heard so much about it and yet cant seem to find the time to go have a look.Nothing spectacularla...just another Lowyat-look-a-like with less ppl, less products and ~~cut-throat~~ PJ prices.Saw Jennifer and her mom on her way out and her mom says i'm thinner, that was kinda weird in a way coz i dont feel thinner.

Went into Jaya supermarket to look for a present for birthday girl J (i'm sorry J,couldn't find time to get your pressie early.I'm back during the weekends for as long as 2 dinners at most only.) Ended up spending close to an hour at those cute-cute shops and ended up buying a cute bear with "you're one in a million" on it. *wink* Hope to see it on your car when i come back next week. It rained cats and dogs the moment we steped into the car and being the dim wit i am, i forgot to take my clothes in before leaving the house. So now there a wet collection of clothes waiting for me in a tub.

Wrapped the gift just in time before heading to Weng's house because i feel bad that he's got to come all the way to pick me up.Headed to Puchong after picking up ZL on the way there and we arrived way way later than expected.Steamboat ,a few rounds of mahjong(i dont play) and a piece of cake later, we excused ourselves before kind hearted Weng ferried me to friendster cafe(the other end of LDP) for James and LM's surprise Bday party (ok, so James was the only one surprised). The jam was terrible but at least it was bearable with the radio and our chitchat.

Felt kinda awkward being late and having another bunch of ppl i dont know sitting on the table. But thankfully not very long later, Kelly (James's GF) guided the blind folded birthday boy to the table and made him sit and remove his blindfold. He was surprised after all , and then came the cake and the 2 birthday boys blew it. Ate another piece of cake again and chat with my primary mates before we gave the present and bade fairwell to both the Bday boys.

Only after leaving the premise did i notice that i left my keys in Weng's car.Called him but he wasn't at home.So the last resort was to call my dad(who thankfully still have his HP on) to open up the door when i arrive home. At least i was thankful it wasn't my mom greeting me on the front door coz i'm sure i'll get an earful from her. I do hope the key is in Weng's car or else i'll lose my favourite keychain thats been with me since i was 14. I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope to get it back from him tomorrow.

2006-10-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

Argh....I'm So Pissed Now!! how can ppl just give up like that? so close and u go give up? Already half way and u go give up? What is this man? WHY ? It really gets on my nerves. I really cant stand ppl with so so so low mental strength. Its not even hard and u give up? another 5 minutes and you could have completed it and you have to give up.*sigh* such a waste.

2006-10-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

With bad comes the good
Its been a long day for me. A group meeting at 11am that didn't mean anything anymore because the groups are about to be changed AGAIN, a very "Bake Chick" (thanks Toh san for teaching me this word.Btw its supposingly in hokkien, so pronounciation not very sure) almost 3 hour JAVA theory class in the afternoon, a long 2 hours public transport trip back home , a dinner i ate without even knowing what i'm putting in my mouth because i was already half asleep , a 3 hour sleep from 9pm and the annoying mosquitoes I'm donating blood to which i'll never miss when i go back to campus on sunday. Somehow I couldn't continue sleeping, so i woke up thinking that i could do my assignment but in the end, i ended up proof reading my friends english assignment. But somehow, its still better than yesterday night,when everyones mood was off.

The good part is that i'm now 1 kg lighter than last week , W2 finally found the YZ album deluxe version for me(TQ sooo...much) , I'll have 10 days off during Hari Raya(which i hope wouldn't be for my assignments) and that I'll finally be able to eat the mamak's nasi lemak ayam i've been craving for throughout the week. Dad says i look thinner,which is surprising coz he just saw me less than 5 days ago...I'm sure he is just pulling my legs. MSN connection is so much better here, but with that comes all the chat windows popping out way more than i can handle but at least i'll be able to do my assignment decently.The best of all is that i can get any food i want without even needing to leave the computer, go figure =)

2006-10-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

Everything in life is somehow balanced.Its not fair but it is balanced in its own way. I guess that mentality helps me survive the rough and tough world out there. Whether it really happens anot i believe in miracles. Little act of kindness makes me happy.It feels great knowing you've done good and that little smile you get after doing things for others keeps me going. I've made many good and caring friends along the way which i'm very honoured and proud of and of course theres the minority of ex-friends who never valued my act of kindness or take for granted that everything i do is what i'm supposed to do as a friend. I dont hate them for doing what they do,perhaps its just human nature. I've learn to accept things the way it is,so when its not meant to be its just not meant to be.Everything happens for a reason and that reason will be the best lesson i've ever learned.

2006-10-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

Jogging down memory lane

It seems that my sueh-ness has not finished yet.After trying to avoid the crowd by going home on a friday afternoon (instead of thursday night), i have to get myself caught up at the KL Sentral putra LRT station because my connecting train ride home had some kind of problem.God knows what their maintennance man are doing but it sucked badly.The queue was all the way to the middle of the building and the shutters were closed.Couldn't stand the long wait so i took the alternative which was to take the slow bus ride back home.

Before i forget,I would like to wish a happy 中秋节 to everyone! Had a fun night tonight.Got a call before dinner from W2 saying the usual primary gang will come over to my house to play candles.When my parents heard of it i swear they rolled their eyes! Who wouldn't? the idea of over grown kids playing candles in their front porch is so weird.Anyhow, we carried on anyway.Boy did we enjoyed the atmosphere.Who says only kids can play lanterns eh?

We hanged the lanterns up while waiting for SR to arrive.When she showed up finally, we went hyper. We consumed red wine(which SR brought) and sang to tunes(very loudly) that had the "moon" word in it and all this was happening on my front porch.We burned lanterns, lit candles and called a friend who was based in singapore.My neighbours who were having BBQ at the time started taking strolls towards my house and back just to see what we ~~adults~~ punks were doing. I can just imagine my neighbours reaction when i greet them tomorrow morning.

Talked a little about memories and things in life and mostly gossips in particular.The only torn among the roses LM represented the male clan in our discussions la...kinda interesting also. Its been sometime since we all last gathered in my house and caused a commotion which we always do with SR around.Ming puked after just half a glass of Red wine.Poor girl, hope she's well enough to attend her classes tomorrow.Shouldn't have let her drink it.Took some grainy pictures but left my BT dongle in Uni, so I'll upload them up when i get back and if i can blog from there.

Right after everyone left, it rained heavily suddenly.Even when LM came back to collect the picture DVD just 5 minutes off,it was still raining.But it was not for longla...it stopped after about 15 minutes.Damn short lived rain.....must be the cloud seeding thingyla.Dont think it'll clear the haze la.Unless sumatra's trees all get burned down, there'll be no end to it.

Mid-autumn festival does bring back lots of my childhood memories. I remembered they loved to play Alien movies on tv3 every mid-autumn fest.I remember it fondly coz my mom would bring me to walk to the nearby taman with my lanterns(last time everyone does it, now no one does it anymore....not safe liao) and when i come home, i'll sit down and watch the ending of it. I remembered playing with candles all by myself in the porch,burning up lanterns and twigs and leaves or anything that i could find so that i'll get a new lantern the next year.Somehow the coolest and most expensive lantern i had was a dragon shaped lantern that i managed to keep for 3 years.That was the only(surviving) one i didn't burn down(which i do religiously every year) to get a new one.Those were the days....I really had fun.

2006-10-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

Its 1 am on a friday morning.
Listenning to the boys upstairs singing.
All my roommates had gone to bed.
But i'm so damn wide awake.
Took a nap in the evening which was a mistake.
Thought it was a good idea but it ended up more than a mere break.

Connection in my room gets on my nerves.
Cant connect to blogger to type my verse.
Joined the Outdoor, music and ACE club today.
I'm interested so I dont mind having to pay.
Hope i find time to do everything,
but the most important thing is definately studying.

Its now time for me to get some rest.
Or else tomorrow will be a mess.
There will be no classes on tomorrow.
So i'll be home just to let u know.
Feeling poetic all of a sudden.
hope it doesn't sound lame and wooden.

2006-10-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

The much needed sumptuous dinner

Today was a rather OK day for me. CCN class is a bunch of question marks as usual, Lecturer didn't try to crack jokes this time, but he still confuses ppl as hell with his lectures. Java class in the afternoon was like deja-vu. Did most of the codes in college before, so there was nothing new or interesting to me. In fact, I kinda enjoyed it more this time around.

Kinda active day for my roomates today,they were so hyper as we spent 2 hours or more in the Sports complex today playing badminton and basketball. Even the guys had to make way for us as we invaded half the court when we saw less ppl playing. But it was a good thing all of us had fun and we have a great sweat and de-stress after a long day.

It was great that Ling's friends offered to ferry us all to the PizzaHut restaurant in Kajang for dinner. It was like my first proper meal in weeks on campus (besides the very OILY chicken burger i ate).Its great relief that there’s still something familiar like pizza hut around in Kajang.I couldn't imagine how big the pizza hut was in such a ~~ulu~~ small place, its shockingly posh and big, something so weird in this area. Its obviously good that we have friends as company and that are nice enough to ferry all of us(roommates except Jye) there to eat our hearts out.

Girls of I2B58 (MIA Jye) and the 2 drivers(A.K.A Ling's Friend)

What's left of our meal.

Just checked my email when I got back and I have 2 Personal Tutors. Kinda funny, shall wait till they sort out the typo error.Poor Pamela will be stuck with Uncle as her personal Tutor, as if she doesn’t have enough of him in classes. I really pity her.

As usual the blogger page is throwing a tantrum by not loading from my hostel room. I wonder if it’s blocked by the server or its something wrong with their system. It gets on my nerves. I hate it when I can’t blog, especially when I’ve spent so much time typing it. Even msn is giving me a splitting headache. I think I should go sleep now and pray that all thing goes smoothly tomorrow.

2006-10-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

Blue Monday.....The Sueh-ness Continues!

Classes as usual on a monday morning.Had a busy and noisy night last night celebrating one of my roommates 18th birthday,stayed up till 1+ a.m watching School Of Rock so obviously i was super sleepy in class.Thankfully I'm not the only tired one in class coz most of us were yawning and half dead thanks to the ~~old and~~ boring lecturer who cracks lame and NOT FUNNY jokes. When your jokes dont work,never repeatedly say its a joke coz number 1,it doesn't work that way and number 2,telling jokes with a straight face works only if ppl get you and number 3,if its not funny, how to laugh leh?

Went for lunch with my roomate and their friends at Broga today, its a fun ride there as the roads were single lane and rather hair-pin-ish (from Initial D). The food took a rather long time to come as i believe the orders got mixed up and so the guys were late for class.Lunch didn't went so well, partly because of my curiousity (which i dont want to elaborate) so I feel kinda bad about it.Better watch what i ask next time.See the sueh-ness just keeps going on and on.....hope its not gonna last throughout the week.

Gotta do my research on The Chinese Room Argument, that weird things is a topic for my Artificial Intelligence assignment. I'll stop blogging for now,my mom didn't pay RM25000 a year for me to blog you know? :)

As for what the ~~uncle~~ lecturer's joke was, he said :" Why do we need Artificial Intelligence For? because we're not intelligent so we need artificial intelligence." I give him a Capital L~~ame~~.