This is gonna be a long post.

After my old host shutdown and things that happened after that, i couldn't find a meaning to blog again.But then with a second chance in life and the start of a brand new semester at a brand new place , i decided to start blogging again.Perhaps it helps with the loneliness and also at least i've got something to look back when i turn 50.

Now i've moved into a rather expensive hostel on campus which i share with 5 other 小妹妹 which i'm glad who take me in like one of them their age and are superbly friendly.Being overage in classes is not gonna be a stroll in the park, but having suppoting people around helps alot. It gets inferior when u know that 2 out of the rest of your flat mates actually skipped std 4 and are now starting year 1 of their courses even before they turn 18.*sigh* One wrong choice in life can ruin one part of your screwed up life.Hope my choice of this university will bring me back on the right path.

I've now been on campus for 2 weeks now.But of course i go home every weekend when i can, so overall i've been in the camous only about 7 days including today.I'm rather glad that i've finally gotten a chance to get in here after all that i've been through so i'll make full use of everything i have to change the way i am, the way i think and i'm gonna be the person i want to be someday. Its gonna take some sacrifices but for my future, i'll do the best i can.