思念是一种病
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
Love the lyrics to bits.As infectious as One love and Where is the love. Its a remake from an old song....interesting! Of course its got my favourite voice Tanya Chua in it.I like Ah-yue alsola...but just not as much :P
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
All in a days work
Been tremendously busy lately. As of today, did somemore research on my FYP, bought an accoustic guitar, learned to tune it, registered to vote for the next election, changed my furniture position in my room, dabled abit of webdesign, Mac-ed my Dell and now I'm working from home as a script translator.
With my rusty Chinese and Malay, I work almost every hour of my awake time at home translating Chinese to malay for those Chinese sitcoms u watch on TV2. Freaking boring but no doubt its an interesting job. Improves my *ahem*still fluent BM eventhough i've never exactly used full sentences after i finished my SPM karangan paper.The only use for 11 yrs of BM previously was for ordering food in mamak....LOL! I'm not kidding.
While doing this job, i learned to appreciate parts in drama or movies where they have still shots or slow moving ppl with background music because that means i dont need to translate so much...LOL. I hate argue scenes. Damn alot to type.I shall appreciate translators more from now on as an average 1 hour drama can take me a day to translate -.-''' perhaps its my rusty chinesela...oh well they're now even using chinese scripts for malay dramas,thats where my job comes in.Never knew about that.
So to those translators who translated "Pembunuh Bijirin" for serial killer, you guys are damn funny la....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE :)
With my rusty Chinese and Malay, I work almost every hour of my awake time at home translating Chinese to malay for those Chinese sitcoms u watch on TV2. Freaking boring but no doubt its an interesting job. Improves my *ahem*still fluent BM eventhough i've never exactly used full sentences after i finished my SPM karangan paper.The only use for 11 yrs of BM previously was for ordering food in mamak....LOL! I'm not kidding.
While doing this job, i learned to appreciate parts in drama or movies where they have still shots or slow moving ppl with background music because that means i dont need to translate so much...LOL. I hate argue scenes. Damn alot to type.I shall appreciate translators more from now on as an average 1 hour drama can take me a day to translate -.-''' perhaps its my rusty chinesela...oh well they're now even using chinese scripts for malay dramas,thats where my job comes in.Never knew about that.
So to those translators who translated "Pembunuh Bijirin" for serial killer, you guys are damn funny la....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE :)
MAKE MORE GREAT MUSIC! WE CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
What Luck!
First it was my handphone not reading my minisd card (which does not ring or beep when call is received) then after that it starts shutting down on its own whenever i picked up calls or make them. As if thats not bad enough that i have to rely on mainly the msn and my house phone to connect to the world.....now of all things, my housephone had gone silent.
I can bear with my cacat-ed handphone but it kills when i dont have my internet.Must be because the idiot just reconnected the line and not change it the other time when the wire got rusty even after pleading with him outside.Thank god there's this open connection somewhere behind my house with a very low signal thats only traceable with my laptop......so now...then next best thing is to steal their wifi.Manage to make a complain through the internet...hopefully those TmNUT will reply ASAP!
Oh ya...and my opposite neighbors house almost got broke in today at 5 am.Thankfully for my left side neighbors maid who peeked out of the house and on the house lights....the robbers got on their bikes and left. Imagine they were so careful they pushed their bikes to the gate and attempted to climb in through the gate....unfortunately my *ahem*Keh Poh attentive neighbor is always the first to detect all these stuff. The other time she even saw a skinny guy trying to squeeze through the iron grills on the main door to steal stuff.....gosh...that man must be really stick thin.Even Victoria Beckham would have been jealous.
Somehow i'm surprised the robber didnt rob my rightside neighors house with the nissan skyline(expensive leh) or my most irritating neighbor(the one with the mazda sportscar that is quite damaged.once it was the gearbox where he had to push his sportscar out of the gate...LOL! then now its the detached bumper) with a fleet of cars(3 ppl, 5 cars) but staying in a teres house who's definately got a plasma and big speakers but a fuckingly annoying attitude and enjoys taking up every other persons parking privileges outside the house.
They even got the cheek to park right outside our main door once when they had barbecue...without even asking for permission.Oh ya...and the other time when someone stole all 4 of his tires and smashed his windscreen...i was soo happy that day.There was even once he got his car sprayed with red paint, he got so scared, he pasted a piece of paper saying he doesn't owe anyone money....funny right?
Sigh.....neighbor like this is a pain in the ass.They should get a bungalow or something then can park anywhere they want la...with an attitude like that, no wonder no one talks to them.I bet if someone robbed their house....no one would even bother.
I can bear with my cacat-ed handphone but it kills when i dont have my internet.Must be because the idiot just reconnected the line and not change it the other time when the wire got rusty even after pleading with him outside.Thank god there's this open connection somewhere behind my house with a very low signal thats only traceable with my laptop......so now...then next best thing is to steal their wifi.Manage to make a complain through the internet...hopefully those TmNUT will reply ASAP!
Oh ya...and my opposite neighbors house almost got broke in today at 5 am.Thankfully for my left side neighbors maid who peeked out of the house and on the house lights....the robbers got on their bikes and left. Imagine they were so careful they pushed their bikes to the gate and attempted to climb in through the gate....unfortunately my *ahem*
Somehow i'm surprised the robber didnt rob my rightside neighors house with the nissan skyline(expensive leh) or my most irritating neighbor(the one with the mazda sportscar that is quite damaged.once it was the gearbox where he had to push his sportscar out of the gate...LOL! then now its the detached bumper) with a fleet of cars(3 ppl, 5 cars) but staying in a teres house who's definately got a plasma and big speakers but a fuckingly annoying attitude and enjoys taking up every other persons parking privileges outside the house.
They even got the cheek to park right outside our main door once when they had barbecue...without even asking for permission.Oh ya...and the other time when someone stole all 4 of his tires and smashed his windscreen...i was soo happy that day.There was even once he got his car sprayed with red paint, he got so scared, he pasted a piece of paper saying he doesn't owe anyone money....funny right?
Sigh.....neighbor like this is a pain in the ass.They should get a bungalow or something then can park anywhere they want la...with an attitude like that, no wonder no one talks to them.I bet if someone robbed their house....no one would even bother.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
word of the day : 有得必有失
Its funny how i can be physically exhausted but mentally alert.Just got back from a long chat with the gals (and ZL) from PSG(primary school gang) at island cafe. Imagine we sat there for 4 hours......we were there at close to 11pm and we left just after 3am. I bet my mom's gonna ask what time i got back tomorrow....perhaps just avoid la...what to do. Wake up early for breakfast then wont get any complain :)
Been having insomnia for the past few days.Will be turning and tossing for hours without really going to sleep. Then early in the morning I'd be staring at the ceiling....Damn "fan zhin(犯贱)" la....got chance to sleep cannot sleep. Better learn to shut down my brain to sleep especially when hibernate doesn't work.
Had a long and great chat. Its the experiences that build character but it is also ego that make or break you. Sounds simple....but always hard to implement. Lost of control might spell doom , but if failure is not an option, then face your fear. Somehow, it is you who makes your own decision....present choice , future outcome. Dont be blinded by your heart....u first. everything else later.
Life is fair 有得必有失. I agree totally. Hope i dont see this everyday. Dont quite like the barter system ;) especially in this context.
Been having insomnia for the past few days.Will be turning and tossing for hours without really going to sleep. Then early in the morning I'd be staring at the ceiling....Damn "fan zhin(犯贱)" la....got chance to sleep cannot sleep. Better learn to shut down my brain to sleep especially when hibernate doesn't work.
Had a long and great chat. Its the experiences that build character but it is also ego that make or break you. Sounds simple....but always hard to implement. Lost of control might spell doom , but if failure is not an option, then face your fear. Somehow, it is you who makes your own decision....present choice , future outcome. Dont be blinded by your heart....u first. everything else later.
Life is fair 有得必有失. I agree totally. Hope i dont see this everyday. Dont quite like the barter system ;) especially in this context.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Holiday-ING
Woah....see how time flies? its already 1 month + gone from my holiday and seriously....i think its moving way too fast.Its like u blink and one second had passed -.-''' haha, yup every second of my holiday counts....even if its damn sien.
Latest update is that I'm still looking for jobs to do since i turned down an internship offer that paid RM400 and mainly because my mom didn't like the location, so in the mean time helping my friend do website design.Hope i get paid reasonably la....being broke is so sad. Mega sale but no money to shop.....sigh...no allowance somemore.Sigh...anyway i should recap what has happened during my absents.
Had a great time during Jamie's birthday....had enough liquor to get me spinning.Had dinner at a korean BBQ restaurant to celebrate Jamie's Bday with Peter and the cyberjaya gang renting a kancil just to join us.It was such a fun celebration, the boss gave us a free bottle of korean so jiu liquor and even had the shop assistance joining in with us when we were singing the birthday song.By then we already consumed 3 small bottles...but it tasted great.
We even went to sanctuary @ the curve to have a second round while taking vodka shots in the ice bar.Had 2 and a half myself...boy was it hot....u could feel it burning in the stomach after that. But it took the whole ride home before i got dizzy.It must have been the coldness of the ice bar that kept us leveled till we got home.Surprisingly...no hangover the next morning.
The next thing was we had a dinner to celebrate G's birthday at 1u the other day. Had dinner at vietnam kitchen and we had a great time chatting about everything from robbery to car jacking to even our trip at Phuket. yup...that trip alone i think we can talk about it for at least a year.Even when we were watching Surf Up....we identified a scene of the beach just like phi phi island...lol....see phuket again.
So far been doing some reading...and watching HOUSE at home. Finally reach season 3 already but still havent completed downloading.Downloads been slow....Streamyx is slow...so all i cna do is wait and wait till its done lor.
Latest update is that I'm still looking for jobs to do since i turned down an internship offer that paid RM400 and mainly because my mom didn't like the location, so in the mean time helping my friend do website design.Hope i get paid reasonably la....being broke is so sad. Mega sale but no money to shop.....sigh...no allowance somemore.Sigh...anyway i should recap what has happened during my absents.
Had a great time during Jamie's birthday....had enough liquor to get me spinning.Had dinner at a korean BBQ restaurant to celebrate Jamie's Bday with Peter and the cyberjaya gang renting a kancil just to join us.It was such a fun celebration, the boss gave us a free bottle of korean so jiu liquor and even had the shop assistance joining in with us when we were singing the birthday song.By then we already consumed 3 small bottles...but it tasted great.
We even went to sanctuary @ the curve to have a second round while taking vodka shots in the ice bar.Had 2 and a half myself...boy was it hot....u could feel it burning in the stomach after that. But it took the whole ride home before i got dizzy.It must have been the coldness of the ice bar that kept us leveled till we got home.Surprisingly...no hangover the next morning.
The next thing was we had a dinner to celebrate G's birthday at 1u the other day. Had dinner at vietnam kitchen and we had a great time chatting about everything from robbery to car jacking to even our trip at Phuket. yup...that trip alone i think we can talk about it for at least a year.Even when we were watching Surf Up....we identified a scene of the beach just like phi phi island...lol....see phuket again.
So far been doing some reading...and watching HOUSE at home. Finally reach season 3 already but still havent completed downloading.Downloads been slow....Streamyx is slow...so all i cna do is wait and wait till its done lor.
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