Invisible to the eyes.

Its been a while since i last blog.So fast my holiday is coming to an end.Its like it just started....but then all good things have to come to an end.Especially when u're having fun, time really flies.I guess its time i tune my brain back to study mode.This is a make it or break it 9 months.80% of marks for this 2 semesters for my Degree Cert is definately gonna kill.Especially when my FYP is something that'd be taking 1/3 of the overall marks.I'm so doomed.

Been buying the stuff i need for the new place off campus in batches.so far i got something for my clothes and a mattress.I still need a mirror, a study table , a proper chair and hopefully they'll all be easy to transport.dont feel like bothering my friends to help.They were sweet enough to offer but, i guess i'll be able to handle it :) I'm simple.I just need basic stuff to survive.Will have to look around for the rest of the stuff this weekend.

Jamie manage to get her bosses bro from HK to get the ipod cable for me.Good news is that its 3 times cheaper than it's sold here and the bad news is he forgot to pack it when he came back to malaysia last week, so shall be waiting for him to mail to Jamie before she passes it to me.Hope he got the right onela....too lazy to go ask around again.

Been enjoying alot of alone time lately.I spend 20hours a day in my room and the rest at the dinning table or infront of the TV downstairs(sometimes outside for a drink).I like that feeling, it keeps me grounded.Do watever i want without anybody screaming at me.I've been feeling moody, so its better i stay away from the line of fire.He can be pretty annoying at times.Ignorance is bliss.

Saw a slit on one of my friends left wrist the other day.Still rather fresh from a cut and obviously the bandage was just removed as the plaster stain was still there.Could see it was swollen, but i pretended i didnt see it.I know the pain of it,its always something u dont want to talk about.Saw it again on the same day, this time with a few more friends.Since it was night time, it wasn't that obvious.It was the dark of night that hid it this time,nobody saw it because XXX had learn to hide the wrist.XXX was brave enough to mutilate the wrist but i never had the courage to do it to myself.Perhaps my pride plays a part and i'm glad i never did it.