Sigh....dunno whats wrong with me.

Yesterday, i lost my university locker lock.Good thing is, i reported it lost at the library and they found it yesterday evening.I've been rather careless these few days.Having problem concentrating, i really dont know why.For instance i left that lock on the library table and i even looked at the table one more time before i left and i didnt see it.Lynnette saw it and thought it was someone elses... =.=''' anyway, after that i went to the toilet with my bottle which i plan to take water from the filter after i come out, but then i left the bottle sitting in the toilet and only remember about it when my friend asked me y my bottle is sitting there. I have problems focusing....i have 4 more days before i have to pass up my assignment and i havent written a word.I think i will try to finish it by saturday.i really need to clear my mind after that.

Today, I was slightly late for Dr.Payam's lecture which is a series of FYP talks we have to sit in.He was nice as he didnt stared at me.i'm very afraid of his stare, its like he knows what you're thinking just by looking into your eyes....i feel hopelessly naked.(no not in the hamsap way) Just that his IQ is so high that he actually can imagine what you would have done without looking at your work...i seriously wonder if he is a part time illusionist or magician who can read ppl's minds. His talks have always been interesting, but my recorder(okla...my 4 year old MP3+recorder) failed to perform at such an important time.At that very moment how i wished i had a pda phone to record his talk.....but obviously i dont.its worst when u're sitting at the very first row and u cant record it....how sad.If u know someone with a not too old pda phone going out cheap....let me know,i might consider buying,since my phone also getting cranky.

Right after the talk i went to michael chung's room to wait for him,but his room was empty, so i carry on waiting for him outside the room.Wited for almost half an hour later, i sms-ed him "Dear sir, you coming back to your office later? i need to discuss my par and FYP with you" and continued waiting for a reply.As usual i thought he went to makan with his fellow lecturers and yak till late la...but of course that wasn't the case.Another lecturer I name him SK la...coz his name so unique i scared he google and find this the dielor...so he passed by me a few times d...then he finally come over and ask me who i waiting for,so i answered him MC. Then followed the following typical SK(being his overreacting + sarcastic + bad mouth) reply:

SK: he ar? today not goodlor....wont be back.
ME: but i made appointment with him wor...
SK: When?
ME: Yesterday.
SK: Oh....but he today not well.very badlor....totally collapse already.Wont come back today.
ME: ............ Thank you sir. =.='''

With his history of previous heart problems (mind you, he is 40 only, but i think got those grandfather heart d) i was thinking for the worst.Is he gonna die? No wonder he never reply la.....dielor...my FYP gonna die with him also? *sweat* so i sent another sms to him "nvm sir, get well soon.I'll make another appointment with you later.".....still no reply.

Until i got home then he messaged that he forgot to tell me he MC today.I was very reliefed.All thanks to the stupid SK la....make me thought he masuk hospital again. So i told him i'll meet him next week and he said ok.Sigh....i damn scared he kena heart attack in the middle of my FYP....then dielor.But then hope he is finela...he is still my first choice for FYP supervisor.Caise i can communicate with him.

Just now i discovered the second strand of white hair on my head.sigh....only 9 months of uni and i get white hair d....dielor.....FYP so stressla....i hope i wont have my hair all white when i graduate.