Back to the norm......

Procrastination had been the devils tool on me. I’ve been putting off this blog post for a long time not because I was SOOO busy that I can’t find time, just that I was plain lazy. It’s not even because there’s nothing to blog about, but in fact quite a lot of interesting things had happened these 2 weeks, but then I was just AGAIN plain lazy.

Classes had started….much to my reluctance for the holidays to end. Had to drop VP’s Real time system programming because he sux big time. You have no idea how someone can make such an interesting subject to become so damn boring and uninteresting. Most of my classmates drop boring and crappy VP’s class for a new lecturer Mr.Tang who is……over enthusiastic that we get so bored of his class either. Being the typical china man….he tries too much and hard to impress but fails very very miserably. But china man beats india man anytime coz at least if he craps, he still craps about something to do with the lecture and not recycle his lecture notes and lame stories like the india man does . LOL…even Edy my classmate says he can teach the deaf coz of his animated body language.

The only thing good is that I only have 3 days class per week but I have work to do to fill up the other 4 days of my week……so sad. After having last minute assignment allocation last few sems that caused terrible consequences, the lecturers are now fighting to give out their assignments ASAP, which now causes us to overdose with early dateline and multitasking confusion. I do hope I can live to see my convocation.

On a happier note, I’ve finally moved out of the four walls of the campus this year. I no longer feel so claustrophobic and I no longer have the urge to take 2 hour bus rides home to my home every weekend. I have a very comfortable room which is going to be as messy from day one to the end of my stay (so no point taking any pics I think) but I like it. It’s a nice place to relax and concentrate on my work. My neighbors zinc awning can be hell when it rains but I hope I do learn to live with that dreadful noise. It still needs some getting used to with having an aircond coz I don’t really use it every day as I’m not THAT pampered *wink*.But having one around is fun….just hope my mom won’t kill me when the bill comes.

After being in uni for the past 2 weeks, the most interesting thing to happen on campus had to be the accident where a Toyota Vios was turned turtle on the roof of the car with its tires pointing towards the sky that happened yesterday. Don’t know how did it happen or what made it happen but I took pictures of it with Juli’s N95. I hope it’s clear and I’ll post it when I get the pics from Juli.



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Progress on my FYP is slow but i hope i can speed it up slowly and gracefully without cutting off the quality of it.Hope MC gives more attention la....I'm getting tired of doing everything myself without guidiance.Been acting like a baby lately as i've been feeling like sleeping earlier and earlier.By 10.30pm i already felt sleepy.On average i sleep at 11pm every night.Better train myself to sleepless and slightly later.Okay...i cant stand already...nite ppl.

离家出走

Today, i feel like a primary school kid all over again.I remembered the monday after a the long school holidays where i'd have to wake up to go back to school.I hated that feeling because i had that sense of lostness being an obvious banana in a chinese school wasn't helping and thinking of the many homework that be bestowed upon me made that monday a hell to accept.Somehow as i grew, that feeling left me...because i sorta got used to it.

Fast forward to the year 2007, having finished a 3 months holiday and having to go back to kampung Semenyih is not exactly a happy thing for me especially with the workload i'm going to face for this coming 9 months.Preiously in college there wasn't a holiday longer than 2 weeks, i hated that but now i think it would have been really helpful.Just enough to rest and u wont have to suffer shock after the holidays.

No matter how much i hate going back to uni, i'd have to accept the fact that this is obviously the most important period of my life.I'll either make it or break it here.To find a good job when i graduate will be totally based on what i do this 9 months.So if i've stopped coming home, calling or joining you all for yum cha sessions please dont be angry with me.I will miss you all alot but somehow, there are more important things in life during this period....I know u all will understand.

我下定决心 离家出走 才能带回属於我的美梦
爱著我的人儿啊 能不能再为我等候
我只能勇敢 离家出走 才能让我的生命更感动
我相信你会等我 你一定会等我

离家出走 by 丁当

A simple and sweet song.

Lately there havent been a song that is able to attract me just by the lyrics and voice.But this song 明白 by 叮噹 really did it.Not a overly melodic song, just a simple and touchy melody with good simple lyrics.I bet all those ppl stuck in such situation will go mushy all over this song.HIghly recommended.

你說你感覺不對 心情很壞
我無法控制 淚水流下來

莫名的難過是情緒作祟
沒有誰錯誰對 需要安慰 不能離開

我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
除了你 我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
沒有人 讓我如此的依賴

你說你感覺不對 心情很壞
我無法控制 淚水流下來

莫名的難過是情緒作祟
沒有誰錯誰對 需要安慰 不能離開

我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
除了你 我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
沒有人 讓我如此的依賴

我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
除了你 我的愛無可取代
我只是要你明白 明白我對你的愛
沒有人 讓我如此的依賴
因為你 我的愛 永遠存在



Anyone has the tabs? I'd love to play it on the guitar.I shall try to learn this song on the guitar. Hope i'll be able to play this song soon.

P/S: NameWee(The Negarakuku guy) got some new songs out. Support him at the imeem websitela.....or you can download it here. The password is (upload by lloollzzzz) without the brackets. Not badleh, the new songs :)

Saturday that felt like a sunday.

Today had been a great day.I learned,thought,saw and accomplished some stuff today. Not all can be typed here, but its just a great feeling.Nothing interesting in particular but i'd say just feels kinda special.

Accompanied my mom to Mid Valley to meet up with a couple of her secondary school classmates who've not stayed in contact nor saw each other for the past 40 years (ok, no need guess my moms age la....obviously its old). Its interesting how they could recognise each other from far after all these years.I cant even imagine myself 40 yrs later or any of my friends for that matter....but i do hope i dont need to wait 40 yrs before i meet my friends again.

Got my haircut(which still sucked) after much pestering from my mom over the couple of weeks and got some time alone shopping in MV.Shopping alone is so much faster and fun, i should do this more often.But then i was happily walking around and didn't feel hungry till 3pm while my mom and her gang was enjoying 3 hours of buffet at cititel.Didnt see the point of spending 35 to eat normal food with aunties talking about their good old days,doesnt make me feel any younger neither do i want to be questioned every few minutes.Trust me its scary.I setttled for nasi lemak at jusco.

Bought the string for my guitar for the third time to restring the broken one.After so many failures(and money spent), i was determined to get this string in.And i did it.So i guess it was money well spent for those previously broken string.....treat it as string-ing lessons lor.....LOL! Practice makes perfect.I actually forgot how nice the low E string sounded,boy does it sound sweet now ;)

Went down to times square after that to meet up with Jo, Jamie , KR and his GF.Quite pretty lor...but i think her pics nicer.As tall as me...but...only 17yrs young....part time model somemore.Aiseh, KR damn luckylor....i bet all guys must be asking him where he find one,LOL.If he find "Shuai Ge" he better let me knowlor...No need too good looking.Have aura enough...LOL....like this guy below Joseph Chang 张孝全.





Love his movie Eternal Summer.All the cast acted well.Story line good also....something different la....but this is life...no matter how u look at it.Straight or gay.Soundtrack by Ah Shin(Mayday) somemore.....but wat attracted me is the song by a nice female voice called 明白 sung by someone written as 神秘新人.But still the movie should win some awards.If you cant get enough of Joseph Chang, u can catch him in 温岚's new song 傻瓜's MTV .Looks like 贺军翔 must stand somewhere else lor.....hahaha,sudah outdated.

不能说的秘密, 我有吗?

As u can read the title. I've finally found the time + chance + company to watch this *Ahem* JAY CHOU movie.We even noticed the girl Xiao Yu looked and felt like one of our friends, wait till we tell her when we see her. It was sweet enough for my friends to wait till yesterday to watch with me as i ffk-ed them on sunday because i wanted to watch Erika Sawajirri's Movie Pachiggi!We shall overcome someday coz it was already last 2 days of the Japanese Film festival screening and it was fated i'd watch it alone coz there aren't many friends of mine who appreciate good foreign international screening films....especially when its slow moving.Anyway, i'm glad to say both movies were equally great.....just happy i got to watch 2 of my most enticipated movies in one week and is happy with how it went.

Back to the movie...the beginning part was the most sweet part.I cringed whenever Jay Chou did any Childish + Flirtatious + Sweet (it would have melt any secondary school kid's heart la) acts with the actress.I bet most of the tricks he did in the movie will now be copied to be used on their gf's....even my bunch of friends couldn't help playing that finger poking thingie when we left the cinema -.-''' even the other characters in the movie said it's so sissy....LOL! imagine Jay doing it.

Then obviously the movie is all about showcasing Jay's piano tallent. Single hand back facing the piano playing, 4 hands playing together, one hand playing 2 hands parts and also the piano battle which was interesting. Oh...not forgetting the perasan girl from beginning to end that jay chose to kiss instead of Xiao Yu the actress.Another thing i noticed, Jay's classmates are made out of model matterial.All girls seem like models to me...sigh....he really spend his money building his dream...LOL.

Then came the twist....I quite like it but kinda didn't like it either.I like it because it was a twist but i didnt like the way the twist was executed.I dont want to spoil it for u guys so i wont reveal it here coz its afterall a secret.This is the first film that left me in awe at the end of the movie.okay Next the movie gave me an awe too but it was coz it was stupid.Secret's awe was for gosh....it was smart. Now i'll rephrase that instead of wat i said about Lee Hom that he is the most lucky guy in the world, i'd say Jay is the most lucky one now.He's got money,tallent and he doesn't need good looks....i call that lucky!

Ken asked me wat was my darkest secret the other day....it got me thinking , but obviously if its my darkest secret, i would be telling it here right? unfortunately, I dont have a dark secret, there are secret.....but maybe not dark enough yet. Anyhow , go watch the movie....it's interesting and Kwai Lun Mei(Xiao Yu) is really a good actress and she is so much prettier than when she appeared in her first movie blue gate crossing (one of my fav movies of all time).

My fvourite quote of the day by Anthony Wong:

不听音乐的人，不是好人！

I must be a superduper 好人 then.

Invisible to the eyes.

Its been a while since i last blog.So fast my holiday is coming to an end.Its like it just started....but then all good things have to come to an end.Especially when u're having fun, time really flies.I guess its time i tune my brain back to study mode.This is a make it or break it 9 months.80% of marks for this 2 semesters for my Degree Cert is definately gonna kill.Especially when my FYP is something that'd be taking 1/3 of the overall marks.I'm so doomed.

Been buying the stuff i need for the new place off campus in batches.so far i got something for my clothes and a mattress.I still need a mirror, a study table , a proper chair and hopefully they'll all be easy to transport.dont feel like bothering my friends to help.They were sweet enough to offer but, i guess i'll be able to handle it :) I'm simple.I just need basic stuff to survive.Will have to look around for the rest of the stuff this weekend.

Jamie manage to get her bosses bro from HK to get the ipod cable for me.Good news is that its 3 times cheaper than it's sold here and the bad news is he forgot to pack it when he came back to malaysia last week, so shall be waiting for him to mail to Jamie before she passes it to me.Hope he got the right onela....too lazy to go ask around again.

Been enjoying alot of alone time lately.I spend 20hours a day in my room and the rest at the dinning table or infront of the TV downstairs(sometimes outside for a drink).I like that feeling, it keeps me grounded.Do watever i want without anybody screaming at me.I've been feeling moody, so its better i stay away from the line of fire.He can be pretty annoying at times.Ignorance is bliss.

Saw a slit on one of my friends left wrist the other day.Still rather fresh from a cut and obviously the bandage was just removed as the plaster stain was still there.Could see it was swollen, but i pretended i didnt see it.I know the pain of it,its always something u dont want to talk about.Saw it again on the same day, this time with a few more friends.Since it was night time, it wasn't that obvious.It was the dark of night that hid it this time,nobody saw it because XXX had learn to hide the wrist.XXX was brave enough to mutilate the wrist but i never had the courage to do it to myself.Perhaps my pride plays a part and i'm glad i never did it.

Is it me?

Your Personality Profile

You are happy, driven, and status conscious. You want everyone to know how successful you are. Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy. A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself. You always keep your cool and your composure. You are a born leader and business person.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Seriously how much of this is true about me? I really dont know. Its how people see you that defines the truth in it :) I dont give a damn!

Sleep tight. A brand new day tomorrow.

I'd say this is my elected song of the year.

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

Love the lyrics to bits.As infectious as One love and Where is the love. Its a remake from an old song....interesting! Of course its got my favourite voice Tanya Chua in it.I like Ah-yue alsola...but just not as much :P

All in a days work

Been tremendously busy lately. As of today, did somemore research on my FYP, bought an accoustic guitar, learned to tune it, registered to vote for the next election, changed my furniture position in my room, dabled abit of webdesign, Mac-ed my Dell and now I'm working from home as a script translator.

With my rusty Chinese and Malay, I work almost every hour of my awake time at home translating Chinese to malay for those Chinese sitcoms u watch on TV2. Freaking boring but no doubt its an interesting job. Improves my *ahem*still fluent BM eventhough i've never exactly used full sentences after i finished my SPM karangan paper.The only use for 11 yrs of BM previously was for ordering food in mamak....LOL! I'm not kidding.

While doing this job, i learned to appreciate parts in drama or movies where they have still shots or slow moving ppl with background music because that means i dont need to translate so much...LOL. I hate argue scenes. Damn alot to type.I shall appreciate translators more from now on as an average 1 hour drama can take me a day to translate -.-''' perhaps its my rusty chinesela...oh well they're now even using chinese scripts for malay dramas,thats where my job comes in.Never knew about that.

So to those translators who translated "Pembunuh Bijirin" for serial killer, you guys are damn funny la....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE :)

MAKE MORE GREAT MUSIC! WE CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!

What Luck!

First it was my handphone not reading my minisd card (which does not ring or beep when call is received) then after that it starts shutting down on its own whenever i picked up calls or make them. As if thats not bad enough that i have to rely on mainly the msn and my house phone to connect to the world.....now of all things, my housephone had gone silent.

I can bear with my cacat-ed handphone but it kills when i dont have my internet.Must be because the idiot just reconnected the line and not change it the other time when the wire got rusty even after pleading with him outside.Thank god there's this open connection somewhere behind my house with a very low signal thats only traceable with my laptop......so now...then next best thing is to steal their wifi.Manage to make a complain through the internet...hopefully those TmNUT will reply ASAP!

Oh ya...and my opposite neighbors house almost got broke in today at 5 am.Thankfully for my left side neighbors maid who peeked out of the house and on the house lights....the robbers got on their bikes and left. Imagine they were so careful they pushed their bikes to the gate and attempted to climb in through the gate....unfortunately my *ahem* Keh Poh attentive neighbor is always the first to detect all these stuff. The other time she even saw a skinny guy trying to squeeze through the iron grills on the main door to steal stuff.....gosh...that man must be really stick thin.Even Victoria Beckham would have been jealous.

Somehow i'm surprised the robber didnt rob my rightside neighors house with the nissan skyline(expensive leh) or my most irritating neighbor(the one with the mazda sportscar that is quite damaged.once it was the gearbox where he had to push his sportscar out of the gate...LOL! then now its the detached bumper) with a fleet of cars(3 ppl, 5 cars) but staying in a teres house who's definately got a plasma and big speakers but a fuckingly annoying attitude and enjoys taking up every other persons parking privileges outside the house.

They even got the cheek to park right outside our main door once when they had barbecue...without even asking for permission.Oh ya...and the other time when someone stole all 4 of his tires and smashed his windscreen...i was soo happy that day.There was even once he got his car sprayed with red paint, he got so scared, he pasted a piece of paper saying he doesn't owe anyone money....funny right?

Sigh.....neighbor like this is a pain in the ass.They should get a bungalow or something then can park anywhere they want la...with an attitude like that, no wonder no one talks to them.I bet if someone robbed their house....no one would even bother.