Sigh...

I dont want to graduate already la.... My dissertation is giving me so much headaches and sleepless nights. I start doubting if it will ever be able to finish on time. So stressed! But no matter how bad things is...i'll have to get something out to show during presentation....gosh....not forgetting my ELC asignment and my 2 pending posts for DDB and one pile load of notes to study for my 4 papers in 3 weeks time. Life is definately like hell now...i hope everything will be alright soon.May god send someone to save me.

Got home to see my mom sitting in the living room watching Tv in the bright afternoon.Saw a wheelchair and crutches laying nearby and finally found out that my mom have not been working for the past 2 weeks coz she had another fall the other day and was sent to the Emergency Room the next morning coz she couldnt walk.......and nobody told me about it. Thankfully she can start walking now but getting much worst than before. I feel so sorry for her.....she cant even walk herself to the bathroom without assistance. Why must everything be happening at this time? why? hope she wont get worst as the day passes....I dont have the time nor ability to make anything better just yet. Please.....dont make me suffer. At least not for the next one and a half months. I wont be able to take it.